No. Just....no. (Henry, Thornton)
Mar 22, 2012 11:57:56 GMT -5
Post by Katurian Arsov on Mar 22, 2012 11:57:56 GMT -5
A week. A week of noise, of pushing and shoving, of lying awake in an unfamiliar bed and trying to work out what the hell anyone had said to him. He pushed back, scowled at the teachers, spoke as little as possible in class, but nobody seemed to mind. Katurian felt as if he’d gone through the looking glass. He was always having to concentrate, and when he got too tired to do that the situation became intolerable. So far Kat had been sullen and volatile, although he hadn’t yet let his anger get the better of him – he’d come close to hitting someone quite a few times, but the situation had always been too public. That was the trouble with Hammel: there were so many people around, all the time. It was getting on nerves Kat didn’t even know he had, and he was getting jittery. Part of it was the tension. In Odarennyi, he had known exactly where he stood. At Hammel, everyone seemed to be playing a waiting game with him. Katurian didn’t know how much longer he could keep this up.
This wasn’t anything he was used to, and Katurian wasn’t sure he could deal with it for very much longer.
More than anything, he just wanted to be left on his own for an hour. When Kat was by himself he didn’t have to impress anyone, didn’t have to listen to anyone, didn’t have to watch his back. Since coming here, straining against the language barrier and training with Thornton, his head had been in constant pain. His bones ached. He’d never been able to sleep without dreaming of fire, but it had never bothered him this much before. When he closed his eyes at night he could feel the flames trying to creep up, and while he hadn’t lost control yet, he had the feeling that it was becoming more and more likely that he soon would. If he didn’t start getting proper sleep, actual rest, he would be in a lot of trouble.
Maybe that was why he found himself half an hour early for a training session – the fireproof rooms were cool and comforting, and as he closed the door behind him he could hardly contain a sigh of relief. It was empty. He was alone. Kat sat nestled in the corner between two of the walls, a math textbook resting on his knees. He’d only intended to get some reading in, safely by himself in blessed silence, but his sleep-deprived body wasn’t going to forgive him for the three scant hours he’d been able to close his eyes the night before.
It was only a few minutes before Katurian’s head started to nod. After ten had passed he was asleep, curled against the wall.
This wasn’t anything he was used to, and Katurian wasn’t sure he could deal with it for very much longer.
More than anything, he just wanted to be left on his own for an hour. When Kat was by himself he didn’t have to impress anyone, didn’t have to listen to anyone, didn’t have to watch his back. Since coming here, straining against the language barrier and training with Thornton, his head had been in constant pain. His bones ached. He’d never been able to sleep without dreaming of fire, but it had never bothered him this much before. When he closed his eyes at night he could feel the flames trying to creep up, and while he hadn’t lost control yet, he had the feeling that it was becoming more and more likely that he soon would. If he didn’t start getting proper sleep, actual rest, he would be in a lot of trouble.
Maybe that was why he found himself half an hour early for a training session – the fireproof rooms were cool and comforting, and as he closed the door behind him he could hardly contain a sigh of relief. It was empty. He was alone. Kat sat nestled in the corner between two of the walls, a math textbook resting on his knees. He’d only intended to get some reading in, safely by himself in blessed silence, but his sleep-deprived body wasn’t going to forgive him for the three scant hours he’d been able to close his eyes the night before.
It was only a few minutes before Katurian’s head started to nod. After ten had passed he was asleep, curled against the wall.