Avoiding a Recurring Nightmare
Oct 17, 2011 0:09:10 GMT -5
Post by Cole Kessler on Oct 17, 2011 0:09:10 GMT -5
DREAM SEQUENCE
The noise drowned out from Cole's ears as a jet flew overhead. He couldn't move at all, he willed to, he tried to, but could not. It was as if gravity and the weight of his burdened soul held him in place. Even as fires raged and explosions erupted around him, he couldn't do anything to stop it. It was madness, apocalyptic, and it made his heart ache. The images were so vibrant, so real that he felt he could touch them if he reached out and tried. All he could do was watch as everyone he loved, cared about, or even knew or associated with was hacked, shot, or blown away by weapons of which he'd never seen before. First Taeyeon, then Zac, Naomi, Anna, Sam, his parents. Tears fell from his face as he was forced to watch it. He couldn't tear his eyes away from it no matter how much he wanted to.
In the background he could see out over the valley surrounding Pilot Ridge, the view he'd seen many times from the mountain side. His heart was being ripped apart by what he could see. The valley wasn't as it always looked. It was a barren wasteland, stripped of all forestry, buildings, and life. Everything in his life was being ripped away and he couldn't do anything to stop it. It was Cole's most feared realization ever: He was helpless.
END SEQUENCE
Cole roared angrily as he awoke at daybreak. The nightmare seemed to be occuring more and more often as time passed. He shifted his body and placed his feet on the floor then he elbows to his knees and finally his head in his hands. His breathing was short, quick. Sweat drenched his body and his bed's sheets. He stood up and looked toward the window, the sun rose over the peaceful horizon and lit the landscape beautifully. The sight relaxed him enough to take a shower and so he did.
Once the shower was finished and he was dressed, he headed down to his car and headed to the school. He didn't waste any time singing a song or relaxing on the drive, he couldn't really. The images from the dream haunted his thoughts on the drive, doing more to disturb or anger him than anything could to distract or relax him.
As the Firebreather roared to a silence when he parked it, Cole immediately headed for the Traning Rooms. He hadn't been in there since the incident that night in Naomi's company and figured it would help him. He realized something that made him smirk a bit: The only time he ever came to the training room was to avoid bad thoughts or anything that hurt him to think about. Taeyeon in both instances, the news about his brother, numerous other little things that bothered him even.
He opened the main doors to find he was the only one there. This early in the morning it wasn't really a shocking realization. He walked down the center corridor looking for his station that he'd built to help him train. Once there he set it all up and made it look a bit different from the last time. The rubber padded saw-horse sat far on the other side and another rubber pad hung against the wall. Cole wasn't sure what he was going to do today, but he had to do something. He threw off his hoodie and hat, sat his backpack full of spare clothing on the ground, and went to work.
The noise drowned out from Cole's ears as a jet flew overhead. He couldn't move at all, he willed to, he tried to, but could not. It was as if gravity and the weight of his burdened soul held him in place. Even as fires raged and explosions erupted around him, he couldn't do anything to stop it. It was madness, apocalyptic, and it made his heart ache. The images were so vibrant, so real that he felt he could touch them if he reached out and tried. All he could do was watch as everyone he loved, cared about, or even knew or associated with was hacked, shot, or blown away by weapons of which he'd never seen before. First Taeyeon, then Zac, Naomi, Anna, Sam, his parents. Tears fell from his face as he was forced to watch it. He couldn't tear his eyes away from it no matter how much he wanted to.
In the background he could see out over the valley surrounding Pilot Ridge, the view he'd seen many times from the mountain side. His heart was being ripped apart by what he could see. The valley wasn't as it always looked. It was a barren wasteland, stripped of all forestry, buildings, and life. Everything in his life was being ripped away and he couldn't do anything to stop it. It was Cole's most feared realization ever: He was helpless.
END SEQUENCE
Cole roared angrily as he awoke at daybreak. The nightmare seemed to be occuring more and more often as time passed. He shifted his body and placed his feet on the floor then he elbows to his knees and finally his head in his hands. His breathing was short, quick. Sweat drenched his body and his bed's sheets. He stood up and looked toward the window, the sun rose over the peaceful horizon and lit the landscape beautifully. The sight relaxed him enough to take a shower and so he did.
Once the shower was finished and he was dressed, he headed down to his car and headed to the school. He didn't waste any time singing a song or relaxing on the drive, he couldn't really. The images from the dream haunted his thoughts on the drive, doing more to disturb or anger him than anything could to distract or relax him.
As the Firebreather roared to a silence when he parked it, Cole immediately headed for the Traning Rooms. He hadn't been in there since the incident that night in Naomi's company and figured it would help him. He realized something that made him smirk a bit: The only time he ever came to the training room was to avoid bad thoughts or anything that hurt him to think about. Taeyeon in both instances, the news about his brother, numerous other little things that bothered him even.
He opened the main doors to find he was the only one there. This early in the morning it wasn't really a shocking realization. He walked down the center corridor looking for his station that he'd built to help him train. Once there he set it all up and made it look a bit different from the last time. The rubber padded saw-horse sat far on the other side and another rubber pad hung against the wall. Cole wasn't sure what he was going to do today, but he had to do something. He threw off his hoodie and hat, sat his backpack full of spare clothing on the ground, and went to work.