March Writing Challenge: 100 Stories. 1 Month
Mar 31, 2013 18:32:21 GMT -5
Post by Joshua Bernstein on Mar 31, 2013 18:32:21 GMT -5
66. Summer
Josh zipped up his suitcase, pressing down upon the top in an unconscious movement to keep clothes from spilling out onto the floor. One last sweep about the room they had rented and they would be off to the airport, whisked back to Pilot Ridge and to reality.
Across the room Sean was engaged in a similar ritual, repacking and making mental inventory of everything that needed to return with them. What was and wasn’t allowed to be carried on, what might need to be shipped back home to await their arrival.
Some packages had already been shipped, souvenirs from previous countries visited as they made their way across Europe. They had admired historical buildings, taken in breathtaking architecture in the cities and pastoral tranquility in the countrysides.
And they had taken in local beer offerings everywhere.
They had seen ancient legal texts and involved themselves in debates about different healthcare systems.
And most important of all, they had given tribute to family heritage.
Germany was a vastly different country than it had been when his father had been sent to America; a vastly better place for most, even if it wasn’t perfect and was facing the same economic woes plaguing so much of the world.
While Josh was glad that it was different, a part of him mourned that he only knew this through other channels. He had very little basis for comparison in his own history, as his father had been quite reticent on the subject. He had never wanted to push, and now it was too late.
He knew that he’d had an aunt named Philippa, and a cousin Anna. He knew that his grandfather had been a lawyer and that his grandmother had auburn hair like his sister and that his great-grandmother had loved to bake and play the piano.
He knew that his father had never heard from any of them again after coming to America.
But most of this he knew from old photographs with names scrawled beside them, with the occasional (brief) note that he’d had to request translations of. Very little came directly from his father himself.
In some sense he felt that this was both pilgrimage as well as penance, a way to assuage his guilt over never asking along with a trip to pay homage to relatives who had almost certainly been cruelly murdered.
He had rather insisted on visiting some of Germany’s grimmer sites, taking in the realities his family had faced with more solemnity than was usual for him.
“Are you about ready?”
His partner’s voice cut through the mental drift, and Josh glanced up from his suitcase. “Oh, yes. Let’s just check and make sure we’re not leaving anything behind, then we can go meet Greg. You don’t think he’ll have finished breakfast without us?”
They wouldn’t leave behind any of their belongings, but he felt that he was leaving behind some piece of himself that he hadn’t known existed until now.
But even in his mourning he couldn’t regret how they had spent that summer.