Drunk Enough to Forget (Open)
Aug 2, 2013 1:34:41 GMT -5
Post by Jacelynn Heron on Aug 2, 2013 1:34:41 GMT -5
Down one drink and order another. Down that drink and order another. Repeat. Jacelynn didn't care if she puked her brains out the next morning, she intended on getting drunk enough to forget. She wanted to forget it all. Les' mother hating her and saying horrible things about her, down one drink and order another. Her mother insisting that it was her fault things were so fucked up in her life, down one drink and order another. And the final straw to her insanity, Carter pushing her away then deciding he wants to kiss her and bolt...down one drink and order many more.
It didn't matter that her life was fucked up. Oh no, this was something she was used to. She was used to her her mother hating her. She was used to everyone looking at her like she was scum, a whore. She was not however used to being told all of these horrible things by someone and then magically meaning something to them. Normally these things rolled off her shoulders, but seeing as how it was Carter that had done it, she couldn't just up and forget. Those damn nagging feelings she had for him were screwing with her mind and constantly replaying the scene over and over again. How could someone that wasn't supposed to be anymore than a hookup get to her so easily!?
Jacelynn sat at the bar and ordered another shot of vodka. She was going to black out and she didn't even care. She didn't care where she ended up and she knew that it was only going to disappoint her parents that much more, so what the hell did it matter to her? As long as she got to forget it all, she didn't give a fuck about anything else or anyone else. Everyone could shove it and go straight to hell as far as she was concerned.
It was probably not a good thing that she was an angry drunk...
It didn't matter that her life was fucked up. Oh no, this was something she was used to. She was used to her her mother hating her. She was used to everyone looking at her like she was scum, a whore. She was not however used to being told all of these horrible things by someone and then magically meaning something to them. Normally these things rolled off her shoulders, but seeing as how it was Carter that had done it, she couldn't just up and forget. Those damn nagging feelings she had for him were screwing with her mind and constantly replaying the scene over and over again. How could someone that wasn't supposed to be anymore than a hookup get to her so easily!?
Jacelynn sat at the bar and ordered another shot of vodka. She was going to black out and she didn't even care. She didn't care where she ended up and she knew that it was only going to disappoint her parents that much more, so what the hell did it matter to her? As long as she got to forget it all, she didn't give a fuck about anything else or anyone else. Everyone could shove it and go straight to hell as far as she was concerned.
It was probably not a good thing that she was an angry drunk...