You can run away from anyone, but yourself (open)
Oct 15, 2013 17:40:07 GMT -5
Post by Olivia Baker on Oct 15, 2013 17:40:07 GMT -5
Olivia cursed at herself for rolling her ankle the other day as she made her way out to the track. It was mostly healed, but still hurt. Normally she'd give it some more time, but today she just needed to blow off some steam and get out of her head. Hell, she should have done this days ago instead of just sitting, letting negative energy manifest inside of her, slowly consuming her soul. Ok, so that was a bit dramatic, but her signature smile had definitely faltered some recently.
She considered running training anyway. Her abilities didn't let her show much, but they did help her run faster if she got into just the right groove, and had just the right amount of concentration, it was one of the few times she really felt connected with it.
So she jogged in hopes that she'd get to that state. It was funny how her powers made her feel when she could actually channel them. It felt as if she could do anything, running felt like flying and she felt totally at peace with herself, like this was who she was supposed to really be. Not who her parents wanted, or friends, or her teachers, just who she was and what she wanted at her deepest core. Free.
She wanted to punch herself for feeling that. It was so lame and stupid, but she often felt so trapped in high school. She wanted so badly to please everyone and be the person they expected her to be in the past but things were changing now and it was terrifying. She for the first time in her life felt truly sad and disconnected from everyone around her.
Her jog pulled into a run, her purple sneakers pounding on the ground rhythmically. She felt as if she couldn't be stopped. Except for her ankle. Even in a full run it was hurting, and she was leaning more to the left trying to relieve the weight from it. She needed to push through anyway. She needed to forget the stupid things she'd done the past couple days. She needed mostly to forget that she'd kissed Peyton and he returned it with Um. UM?! The word was her biggest haunting. He didn't like her. He was never going to like her and she had to get over it. He was a distraction anyway.... She was too busy, she didn't need a guy.
She ran faster. Pushing harder against the ground. Faster still. Until her ankle gave out and she came tumbling, barrel rolling into the track.
She considered running training anyway. Her abilities didn't let her show much, but they did help her run faster if she got into just the right groove, and had just the right amount of concentration, it was one of the few times she really felt connected with it.
So she jogged in hopes that she'd get to that state. It was funny how her powers made her feel when she could actually channel them. It felt as if she could do anything, running felt like flying and she felt totally at peace with herself, like this was who she was supposed to really be. Not who her parents wanted, or friends, or her teachers, just who she was and what she wanted at her deepest core. Free.
She wanted to punch herself for feeling that. It was so lame and stupid, but she often felt so trapped in high school. She wanted so badly to please everyone and be the person they expected her to be in the past but things were changing now and it was terrifying. She for the first time in her life felt truly sad and disconnected from everyone around her.
Her jog pulled into a run, her purple sneakers pounding on the ground rhythmically. She felt as if she couldn't be stopped. Except for her ankle. Even in a full run it was hurting, and she was leaning more to the left trying to relieve the weight from it. She needed to push through anyway. She needed to forget the stupid things she'd done the past couple days. She needed mostly to forget that she'd kissed Peyton and he returned it with Um. UM?! The word was her biggest haunting. He didn't like her. He was never going to like her and she had to get over it. He was a distraction anyway.... She was too busy, she didn't need a guy.
She ran faster. Pushing harder against the ground. Faster still. Until her ankle gave out and she came tumbling, barrel rolling into the track.