BOOM there it is.
Nov 6, 2013 12:24:08 GMT -5
Post by Michael Jones on Nov 6, 2013 12:24:08 GMT -5
Michael lay back on his bed, his eyes closed. Each breath he took was measured and calculated, each movement of his body only after careful planning. He was fine, and he needed to convince himself that he was fine. Yes, he might be a tiny bit upset about the ideas in his head, and yes he might be frustrated…no. No he was not frustrated, he was fine. What were the tricks he was told to keeping himself calm? Counting up to ten? He started to do so, each number giving him more stress than the last. What if he was not doing it right? This couldn’t be happening...not in the dorms. He took in another slow, calculating breath. Maybe it was twenty. Should he count to twenty, he might rid himself of the problem he was having at the current time of being unable to function properly. He just had to control it. If he didn’t then he was sunk! He took another deep breath, being sure to concentrate.
It was too late, and he knew it, but he could just keep himself calm if he had enough willpower, right? Then the anger was apparent. He stood from his bed and grabbed the side of it for support, He could see the cracks around him, his head splitting in pain. He was so stupid! He was destroying all of this because he was just a whiny little brat who couldn’t keep his temper under control. He grabbed his head with a free hand. The pressure was huge, but he didn’t want to let it out. Not until he had to…he didn’t want to face the reality of the situation. The cracks were all through the bed now, not really on the floor, but they were on his desk…and his chair too. He was in contact with it. The boy gasped for pain. His head was killing him, and he really couldn’t hold on much longer at all! Michael shut his eyes, and with a very deep breath, he let the pressure go.
There would be a loud crashing sound. His bed basically exploded, pieces of it going everywhere, a lot of it hitting Michael and causing quite a few wounds, splinters, burns…bruises, anything. There were openly bleeding parts too. He had fallen back on the floor and was panting. His head hurt. The force of the explosion had knocked the door off it’s hinges too, so it was barely there, ready to fall in a moment. He sat under debris from the explosion of his anger, and the kid took a breath as deep as he could muster. He let it out after a moment, just keeping himself calm. He was…he was okay. No one needed to know about this if he could just clean it up. Of course, his ears were ringing from the sheer sound of what happened, so he didn’t really know how loud it was, or how loud it still was now with debris shifting and moving as he moved. He had bandages…they were in a box. He could use those.
The kid closed his eyes tightly. His head hurt horribly. It always did after something like this happened, and there was never a good solution to that. He had tried taking some ibuprofen, but the kids stuff didn’t deal with the pain that he was dealing with, so he gave up on it and just focused on how much his head hurt…and it hurt a lot. Of course now it was mixed with the hurt one feels from having a piece of a bed cut through skin. That hurt quite a bit too.
It was too late, and he knew it, but he could just keep himself calm if he had enough willpower, right? Then the anger was apparent. He stood from his bed and grabbed the side of it for support, He could see the cracks around him, his head splitting in pain. He was so stupid! He was destroying all of this because he was just a whiny little brat who couldn’t keep his temper under control. He grabbed his head with a free hand. The pressure was huge, but he didn’t want to let it out. Not until he had to…he didn’t want to face the reality of the situation. The cracks were all through the bed now, not really on the floor, but they were on his desk…and his chair too. He was in contact with it. The boy gasped for pain. His head was killing him, and he really couldn’t hold on much longer at all! Michael shut his eyes, and with a very deep breath, he let the pressure go.
There would be a loud crashing sound. His bed basically exploded, pieces of it going everywhere, a lot of it hitting Michael and causing quite a few wounds, splinters, burns…bruises, anything. There were openly bleeding parts too. He had fallen back on the floor and was panting. His head hurt. The force of the explosion had knocked the door off it’s hinges too, so it was barely there, ready to fall in a moment. He sat under debris from the explosion of his anger, and the kid took a breath as deep as he could muster. He let it out after a moment, just keeping himself calm. He was…he was okay. No one needed to know about this if he could just clean it up. Of course, his ears were ringing from the sheer sound of what happened, so he didn’t really know how loud it was, or how loud it still was now with debris shifting and moving as he moved. He had bandages…they were in a box. He could use those.
The kid closed his eyes tightly. His head hurt horribly. It always did after something like this happened, and there was never a good solution to that. He had tried taking some ibuprofen, but the kids stuff didn’t deal with the pain that he was dealing with, so he gave up on it and just focused on how much his head hurt…and it hurt a lot. Of course now it was mixed with the hurt one feels from having a piece of a bed cut through skin. That hurt quite a bit too.