Running From Your Problems (Karalie Heise)
Sept 22, 2014 13:30:38 GMT -5
Post by Matt Davis on Sept 22, 2014 13:30:38 GMT -5
Sweat rolled down from his golden locks and bounced off of his head, dropping to the rubber of the track as Matt ran around the quarter mile track again. He wasn’t sure where he was at now, how many times he circled or who all he had run past. He had been doing it for a while now though, and he would continue until he felt a new shift in his attitude. He ran in his own world, alone with nothing near him anymore even as he passed different students. To him, it was just him, his sweat stained shirt, his old and tattered running shoes, and the track.
Throw dirt on me, an’ grow a wildflower.
This was one of the ways he relaxed. Bleed the pain and anger of his situation out through the sweat on his brow and drop it down to the track. Punch it into a bag. Lift it and drop it on the bench press. His mind disconnected from him when he worked his body, and things began to move clearly. It was almost like his damnable ‘gift’. His body and mind were apart and he’d act without his consciousness while the ear buds plugging his ears would help drown out the insecurities.
No love lost, no love found.
It helped him forget where he was. A freak. Surrounded by freaks. No future: His chance at a a scholarship taken away. His team gone. His friends scorning him. His father not saying a word. His mother crying. It was gone. The world offered No love.
His eyes closed as he moved and the jagged voices of Eminem and Lil Wayne filled his ears. His lips started to arch into a bit of a smile and his feet started to pick up the pace towards the end of the song. Blinded by the song and the picked up speed he was building. He panted as he ran though he grunted the memorized words with each step.
“You can never break my stride, never slow the momentum… about to blow. You’ll never take my pride, killin’ the flow… venom and th eopponent is getting no mercy... aint letting up, relentless… I smell blood, I’ll give them hell…. where was you when I fell and needed help? You get no love.”
His eyes started to slide open, but then flew wide as he saw where he was. He had run past the group start and moved into the bend of the track and was an inch away from another runner. It seemed that running really wasn’t like his power, he had to pay attention out here when his mind and head separated.
He tried to stop, which thankfully slowed the force of the impact greatly. He had taken down much larger men at this full speed, who knew what’d happen if he collided with this much smaller girl at the same speed. Unfortunately he couldn’t stop completely and ended up knocking both of the runners onto the firm rubber track.
The ground that offered him such a nice, peaceful relief betrayed him as the small fake pebbles scratched against his palm and arm, bits of the material sticking to his skin as he rolled to a halt. He knew how to land from a hit, but hoped the girl did too. As quickly as he fell he bounced up and raced to the poor girl.
“Are you okay!? I’m so sorry!” He hurried to the girls side and tried to help her up, dusting off bits of the faux-pebbles as best as he could.