Just One Person. [Open]
Dec 29, 2010 0:12:25 GMT -5
Post by Dell Nova on Dec 29, 2010 0:12:25 GMT -5
Damn it was cold. Well maybe she should have expected that, not only was it winter, but it was sort of you know…night. It gets a hell of a lot colder at night in Vermont….would that have a tie to skiing? Maybe. Dell wasn't much of a skier, so she let that train of thought chug right on out of the station just as soon as she had thought it. She hadn't been able to sleep, so the only logical thing to do was jog….at 11pm at night. Yes, you either had to be insane to do this….or you had to be Dell. No one was really out this late at night, so she was spared the odd looks…somewhat, there were a few night owls that cocked an eyebrow as she ran past. Those looks; however, were ignored. Dell's mind was wandering over various things. The kids she had trained today. The people she had spoken to. The people she had annoyed that day. Then she noticed. As social and active as she was...she rarely spent much of her free time with any of her coworkers or students recently. Dell bit her lip. That was bad. That wasn't fun. In fact that scared the hell out of her. Was she alone now? She hated that feeling so much....
Dell shivered as she ran through lightly forested areas. Her shadow clothing thickened to keep in more body heat, adding a new scarf to black outfit. She didn't reflect the moonlight, Dell probably could have ran on by, unseen, if she didn't have that obnoxious red hair of hers. But that didn't bother Dell at all. She didn't want to be alone. She didn't want to be ignored. Black hair made her apart of an ambiguous crowd - a large crowd at that. Being apart of that crowd, being one plain person in a crowd of fifty thousand, one hundred thousand, one million, scared the hell out of her. She kept going, her speed increasing until she was nearly sprinting - someone might think something was chasing her. Dell just wanted to stop thinking - stop dwelling - on the things that scared her. She wanted to ignore them, lock them away in the far off crevices that lay in her mind and seal them there forever. Dell didn't need this negativity in her life. She might be a shadow manipulator, but that doesn't mean she had to be stereotypically emo...
The meta slowed to a stop and let the smokey wisps float freely away from her mouth as she panted. Dell folded her hands behind her head and breathed in deeply, there was a cramp that had been bothering her for a while now. She couldn't take it anymore. Her breathing was ragged. How long had she been running? A mile? Two maybe? Dell had no way to keep track. Her brown eyes looked out to the dark waters to her left. The moon was looking at herself through the mirroring waters - the vanity of it all. Dell didn't look at the moon directly, it hurt her sensitive eyes to do so. The sparkles and glimmers the glowing orb created were beautiful, even Dell thought so - and she didn't even like the moon all that much...it was just a watered down version of the sun after all.
Did she have to run home now? No, she didn't think so. She didn't have to work tomorrow, well not until the afternoon at least. Dell picked up a rock and skipped it - well she tried to, the rock merely crashed into the water with a spiteful 'clumping' sound. The redhead laughed, placed her hands on her hips, and looked down. She said aloud, not sure if anyone would be around to listen to her talk. "I'm usually better at this...." Lie. No one had ever taught her to skip rocks. She had only seen it in movies - and, big shocker, they weren't very good teachers when it came to the trivial things such as this. She squinted her eyes and looked up, away from the moon, and up at the stars for a moment. Dell knew then that she would always be small. One person, just a person, in a football arena crowd....