The 'L' word [Jay]
Dec 12, 2011 0:48:31 GMT -5
Post by JD Paerson on Dec 12, 2011 0:48:31 GMT -5
JD glared down at the blank piece of paper in front of him. The desk was littered with crumpled sheets and the wrappers of several candy bars. He had been sitting for half an hour trying to figure out what to say.
He grabbed one of the rejected papers and smoothed it out to read again. "Roses are red, violets are blue. I'd do anything to go out with you." One of his more desperate attempts. With a scowl he wadded it up and threw it over his shoulder. He hadn't actually given anyone a "roses" poem in over a year.
Groaning, he put his head on the desk. "Why am I doing this to myself, again?" he asked aloud. "I mean, I could just buy a card or something. I don't have to...to...damn it, why does she have to like writing and poetry?"
The gift was already picked out. He'd wanted to get her something nice, but he couldn't really afford it without stealing from Zac. Besides, he didn't want to get something too nice in case it scared her. If he couldn't do nice, he was determined to get something useful. Namely, clothes. Remembering how much she didn't like the scar on her neck he thought she might like a scarf or something. But he absolutely hated scarves--terrible for running--so he'd settled for the sweater. It was black because he didn't know what color she wanted, and she looked good in black. Or most any color, but black was easy. Size was a bit harder, but he just went for a medium and hoped for the best. Maybe she could exchange it or something.
The present, in the end, hadn't been that hard. It was the message on the card that was proving difficult.
He wanted the card to say "Thank you for being my friend even though I'm sometimes a jerk and you're really beautiful and fun and I really like you and will you please go out with me," but he didn't know how to make it sound less, well, desperate. He was no good with words. So while he wanted to impress her with a beautiful poem describing how amazing she was, he was stuck staring at a blank sheet.
He'd debated stealing a poem from somewhere else, but it didn't feel right. And he'd debated about cracking a joke or making some nerd reference, but that wouldn't really send the right message either. He was really trying to show his true feelings, for once. And failing miserably.
In the end he borrowed a camera and trekked up the mountain again to get a picture of the snow-covered forest. He had the photo printed and got an envelope. The present was wrapped, the card sitting neatly on top, as he carried it to her door. At the last second he pulled out the photo and a marker and scribbled "Merry Christmas" on the back. He hesitated for a moment more before adding "Love JD." He stuffed the card into the envelope, knocked on the door, and tried not to look too nervous.
"Jalen?" he called as he knocked. "You there?" Too late he realized that he'd forgotten to change after his trek--he still wore his stinky shirt and a ratty old jacket, not to mention his old running shoes. Maybe he could run and change...
He grabbed one of the rejected papers and smoothed it out to read again. "Roses are red, violets are blue. I'd do anything to go out with you." One of his more desperate attempts. With a scowl he wadded it up and threw it over his shoulder. He hadn't actually given anyone a "roses" poem in over a year.
Groaning, he put his head on the desk. "Why am I doing this to myself, again?" he asked aloud. "I mean, I could just buy a card or something. I don't have to...to...damn it, why does she have to like writing and poetry?"
The gift was already picked out. He'd wanted to get her something nice, but he couldn't really afford it without stealing from Zac. Besides, he didn't want to get something too nice in case it scared her. If he couldn't do nice, he was determined to get something useful. Namely, clothes. Remembering how much she didn't like the scar on her neck he thought she might like a scarf or something. But he absolutely hated scarves--terrible for running--so he'd settled for the sweater. It was black because he didn't know what color she wanted, and she looked good in black. Or most any color, but black was easy. Size was a bit harder, but he just went for a medium and hoped for the best. Maybe she could exchange it or something.
The present, in the end, hadn't been that hard. It was the message on the card that was proving difficult.
He wanted the card to say "Thank you for being my friend even though I'm sometimes a jerk and you're really beautiful and fun and I really like you and will you please go out with me," but he didn't know how to make it sound less, well, desperate. He was no good with words. So while he wanted to impress her with a beautiful poem describing how amazing she was, he was stuck staring at a blank sheet.
He'd debated stealing a poem from somewhere else, but it didn't feel right. And he'd debated about cracking a joke or making some nerd reference, but that wouldn't really send the right message either. He was really trying to show his true feelings, for once. And failing miserably.
In the end he borrowed a camera and trekked up the mountain again to get a picture of the snow-covered forest. He had the photo printed and got an envelope. The present was wrapped, the card sitting neatly on top, as he carried it to her door. At the last second he pulled out the photo and a marker and scribbled "Merry Christmas" on the back. He hesitated for a moment more before adding "Love JD." He stuffed the card into the envelope, knocked on the door, and tried not to look too nervous.
"Jalen?" he called as he knocked. "You there?" Too late he realized that he'd forgotten to change after his trek--he still wore his stinky shirt and a ratty old jacket, not to mention his old running shoes. Maybe he could run and change...