red evening {Phoenix}
Oct 2, 2013 11:46:09 GMT -5
Post by Deleted on Oct 2, 2013 11:46:09 GMT -5
Phoenix rose an eyebrow as Erik pulled out and lit a cigarette, not surprised that he was a druggie, too. Well, not the kind that Phoenix was, but an addict all the same. He wondered what the guy would think if he took another hit now, because he was really starting to want to.
It was definitely ironic that this was happening to him all over again at the same place... And if not for Oriel, Phoenix would have leaped at the chance to have another fucking partner, even for just one night. It was what he was used to, after all; he hadn't done an actual relationship in over two years. But now everything was way too confusing and involved too many feelings and Phen hated it. But also... Didn't want it to stop.
He closed his eyes and settled onto his back again, tapping a finger against his phone. It would be easy to just call Oriel up and tell him what was going on... and something told him Oriel might react differently than he had with Chester. Or was that just hopeful thinking?
"I'm not the best at keepin' things t' myself," he mumbled. "Have a habit of spillin' things when I'm trippin' out." True, he had told Oriel he wouldn't use his dust when he was around the other boy, but it didn't mean it wouldn't happen occasionally still. And he didn't want to have that happen.
As Erik spoke about Oriel, though, he had to chuckle a bit. "Sounds like Oriel," he mumbled. "It prob'ly means he likes ya." The other boy definitely had strange ways of showing his affections... And was very hard to predict. Phen caught Erik looking down from his eyes, and he took a chance and reached out to brush his thumb agains the boy's jawline. "Just let me find out," he pleaded. "Won't do any harm. The only person he'd prob'ly take it out on is me, anyway, if he doesn't approve."
It was definitely ironic that this was happening to him all over again at the same place... And if not for Oriel, Phoenix would have leaped at the chance to have another fucking partner, even for just one night. It was what he was used to, after all; he hadn't done an actual relationship in over two years. But now everything was way too confusing and involved too many feelings and Phen hated it. But also... Didn't want it to stop.
He closed his eyes and settled onto his back again, tapping a finger against his phone. It would be easy to just call Oriel up and tell him what was going on... and something told him Oriel might react differently than he had with Chester. Or was that just hopeful thinking?
"I'm not the best at keepin' things t' myself," he mumbled. "Have a habit of spillin' things when I'm trippin' out." True, he had told Oriel he wouldn't use his dust when he was around the other boy, but it didn't mean it wouldn't happen occasionally still. And he didn't want to have that happen.
As Erik spoke about Oriel, though, he had to chuckle a bit. "Sounds like Oriel," he mumbled. "It prob'ly means he likes ya." The other boy definitely had strange ways of showing his affections... And was very hard to predict. Phen caught Erik looking down from his eyes, and he took a chance and reached out to brush his thumb agains the boy's jawline. "Just let me find out," he pleaded. "Won't do any harm. The only person he'd prob'ly take it out on is me, anyway, if he doesn't approve."