SUE: Get down with the sickness (Amelia)

[Amelia Zhao]

"Honestly I use to watch a lot when I was first figuring out my sexuality but after I did stuff with a girl for the first time myself I didn't really watch it much anymore. I guess it was mostly curiosity or something along those lines and it was satisfied. Plus when people are in love it's totally different then how it is in porn. It just se but making love is something totally different". Mel face went a little red at Mia question. "Uh.. well ofcourse lesbian porn haha. I mean when I first start I tried hetro but I think we both how that worked for me ". Amelia cleared her throat before saying the net part. "Also some fetish stuff"

Amelia gently shook her head. "No sweetheart you're taking this out of portation. I was just being stupid when I said you weren't ready for this. It had nothing to do with you being a virgin I swear".

[Mia Bell]

Mia raised an eyebrow, she couldn’t say she ever watched porn… She really couldn’t, not when the family shared a computer, and she never had her own, ever, something she should probably fix… Though she much rather have an ipad… She’ll have to work on that… Maybe she could get her Aunt to get her one for Christmas… Mel weirded Mia out a bit, people usually didn’t quite watching porn cold turkey, even if they did have sex with another real human being. “So… You were in love with your ex then?” She didn’t think that was something that had come up before, and if it had then she must have totally spaced, or maybe it was her foggy, death brain… “Fetish? See I knew you were into kinky stuff. Or is it just your lace fetish…” Remembering that from some other conversations.


Mia turned out to look at Mel with a stern face. “Out of proportion? You told me that I wasn’t ready to talk about certain sex things, what the hell else was I suppose to take it? How the hell would you have taken it?” She shook her head; she was tired of this conversation. Mel knew how insecure Mia was about this, and being a virgin, why did she feel the end to poke at that? She sat up, and slowly stood up from the couch taking her time so she would get dizzy, or want to throw up… “I’m going to bed… Have fun doing stuff that I’m not ‘ready’ to understand.” With that she slowly made her way to her bedroom.

[Amelia Zhao]

"Uh yeah she was my first love and the person who made me realize I like girl" Mel said a bit quiet. It still was weird and a little emotional to bring up Lacey. She laughed. "I am nether denying or agreeing with that statement. Also I wouldn't so much call it a fetish then a extreme fascination and excitement with girls in it".

"Well I would of taken it as a joke and tease you back". Then again she knew the two of them could be totally different people. Mel got up and followed Mia. "Come on don't be mad at me please. She grabbed her hand trying to prevent her from walking away. "Look I'm sorry I wasn't thinking.If you want we can talk about all the kinkist stuff your little heart desire".

[Mia Bell]

“hmm… Mine was the girl I made out with in the hospital..” Which was not something she wanted to explain because it was very personal, and very long. “That is a fetish dear…” Did Mia need to explain to Mel what a fetish was?

Mia was probably more sensitive to things than she really should be. Maybe she should have just saw it as a joke, why couldn’t she? Why did she really have to get defensive about everything… Mia stopped, and leaned on the wall, thankful that the wall was there or else she would have just plopped on the floor. She sighed, “very sweet of you…” Where that had been her point in the first place, but now it just seemed out of place to start talking about and she really wasn’t in the mood. “I’m not mad at you.. but I’m still going to bed.. I’m tired.”