Far, Far Away (open)
Sept 25, 2010 4:19:42 GMT -5
Post by Jared Park on Sept 25, 2010 4:19:42 GMT -5
“Thanks,” Jared replied. Usually Jared shrugs off encouraging comments like that as simple social convention and therefore insincere. But somehow, he feels that Emma really knows how Jared feels and can really sympathize with him. “Oh pshaw, I think you’ll be surfing through training easily,” he added, “I mean, you seem like the type who can meditate easily (and that’s a compliment). And a friend of mine said it’s all about focus and concentration, both of which I lack.” He added a soft chuckle at the end to tell Emma that there’s no need to feel bad for him this time, as he sees this lacking in him as a sort of a funny one.
It seems like telling Emma about the supposed attack wasn’t the best course of action. After all, she hadn’t been here long and she’s still adjusting. While it may come to a shock to those who’ve been here long, at least they can still say that Hammel is safe due to the fact that they’ve been here for x number of years without anything like that (or simply, that the said rumor, if indeed true, was an isolated case). For newcomers, they have nothing of sort to hold on to. “I don’t feel anybody was hurt, not fatally or anything probably,” he said, somehow regretting what he just told her, “But yeah, I don’t think it’ll happen again, so no need to be rattled or anything, I think. Hammel’s been here for quite some time, I do believe they’re prepared for any eventuality. And besides, don’t they have precognitive alumni who could’ve told them about stuff?”
And what he’s feared has happened. Jared wasn’t really the type of person to use swears even in the most dire circumstances, but really, the receptionist was an exceptional case. No matter how softly he talks to her, nothing. But it seems his holding back on the swear erupted into a misunderstanding. “Oh no, no worries, I don’t swear much. Well, not at all. But the that Nykhol-person was really something. She scares and at the same time annoys me.” Memories of his more-than-frequent visits (during his first few days) still make him shiver whenever he digs them up.
“I know right. I can’t talk to my parents or my siblings easily,” Jared said, obviously sad about the whole thing. Since his parents were both assigned to faraway places when he was still young, Jared grew quite close to his siblings. He was hoping to be able to phone them at least twice or thrice a week, but even his voice can’t be transmitted, so there’s just no hope of them talking any time soon. “I miss them.”
“Well, I could rob a bank, sneak inside a house and many more without any incriminating evidence, but I’d still have to learn how to hide from people and walk quietly to be able to do that.” Apparently, that’s the only positive thing Jared could think of. “That and the ability to not be seen in a photo when you have a bad hair day,” he laughed, as he felt like he’s been a bit too melancholic lately and he needs to dispel it, fast.
“Meh. You don’t have to change the way you talk for people to like you. I can assure you, they’re just as shy as you are,” Jared encouraged Emma, “I mean, I don’t think it’s the way you speak or anything. I mean, people say I dress weird but I could really care less.” With a yellow-gold themed outfit (dull yellow skinny jeans, bright gold sneakers and a long-sleeved caramel shirt), Jared really does stand out from the crowd, but he doesn’t give quite the care about it anymore.