Jammin' [OPEN]
Jun 21, 2010 10:49:43 GMT -5
Post by Jennifer Younge on Jun 21, 2010 10:49:43 GMT -5
Jenni beamed at Fifi when she called her her little sister. Jenni already felt like she was, and she was glad to hear Fifi felt the same. She watched as Fifi flourished her arms, and decided that being intoxicated might not be so bad. After all, if it left you feeling that happy and free, what harm could it do?
Jenni wanted to make sure Fifi was proud of her, and determined to make it so. She was going to learn the fastest she ever had done in her life. Jenni was a sucker for any kind of affection, and she would willingly do anything for the older girl. In all effect... Fifi had created herself a little lapdog, and Jenni was none the wiser.
The fact that Fife had so readily accepted, complimented, and promised to introduce Jenni to new people, only made the innocent look up to her all the more. Jenni wanted to meet new people, and make new friends, she just wasn't very good at it. But maybe with Fifi there to hold her hand, she would find the situation all the more easier. Not only that, but with the tantalizing promise of help with her powers, Jenni was ready to try and make friends with wild tiger if it made everything easier for her bear.
"I guess she nev..." Jenni frowned, and then tapped herself on the forehead. "I completely forgot, Mom got me a phone, the day I came here. She pushed it into my hand while begging me not to leave her." Jenni fell silent as the memory took over her. It hit her strong a fast, and Jenni reacted by sending the imaged out of her head. Not realizing she was doing this, there was no guidance and it headed straight for the nearest person, which would be Fifi.
The day she left home, would forever haunt Jenni. To see someone she had always looked to for strength and stability, break down completely was horrifying. It was wasn't the way her mother had looked, blotchy skin, bloodshot eyes, and tears streaming unchecked, nor was it the way she clung to Jenni, trying to pull her back into the house. No, neither of those were what Jenni would remember until her dieing day. It was the words she heard. 'Jenni, Jenni, no, don't go. Look, I'm sorry, OK? I lied, It was my fault, all my fault. Your dad, my fault. Your friends, my fault. Everything, my fault..." It had continued for some fashion, and the words were burnt into Jenni memory. Simply because she believed it was her fault. Jenni though she had lost her friends, her family, because she was so bad at being a good little daughter.
"Anyway," Jenni said, her mind her own again "I hid the phone because she kept calling me, I can't talk to her all the time, ts makes me wish she wasn't my mother." Jenni clapped a hand over her mouth, astounded by the admission. Jenni hadn't even admitted that to herself, and yet she found it to be true. Her mother stopped being her Mom after her Dad left. Still Jenni felt incredibly traitorous by the words she had uttered.
Jenni wanted to make sure Fifi was proud of her, and determined to make it so. She was going to learn the fastest she ever had done in her life. Jenni was a sucker for any kind of affection, and she would willingly do anything for the older girl. In all effect... Fifi had created herself a little lapdog, and Jenni was none the wiser.
The fact that Fife had so readily accepted, complimented, and promised to introduce Jenni to new people, only made the innocent look up to her all the more. Jenni wanted to meet new people, and make new friends, she just wasn't very good at it. But maybe with Fifi there to hold her hand, she would find the situation all the more easier. Not only that, but with the tantalizing promise of help with her powers, Jenni was ready to try and make friends with wild tiger if it made everything easier for her bear.
"I guess she nev..." Jenni frowned, and then tapped herself on the forehead. "I completely forgot, Mom got me a phone, the day I came here. She pushed it into my hand while begging me not to leave her." Jenni fell silent as the memory took over her. It hit her strong a fast, and Jenni reacted by sending the imaged out of her head. Not realizing she was doing this, there was no guidance and it headed straight for the nearest person, which would be Fifi.
The day she left home, would forever haunt Jenni. To see someone she had always looked to for strength and stability, break down completely was horrifying. It was wasn't the way her mother had looked, blotchy skin, bloodshot eyes, and tears streaming unchecked, nor was it the way she clung to Jenni, trying to pull her back into the house. No, neither of those were what Jenni would remember until her dieing day. It was the words she heard. 'Jenni, Jenni, no, don't go. Look, I'm sorry, OK? I lied, It was my fault, all my fault. Your dad, my fault. Your friends, my fault. Everything, my fault..." It had continued for some fashion, and the words were burnt into Jenni memory. Simply because she believed it was her fault. Jenni though she had lost her friends, her family, because she was so bad at being a good little daughter.
"Anyway," Jenni said, her mind her own again "I hid the phone because she kept calling me, I can't talk to her all the time, ts makes me wish she wasn't my mother." Jenni clapped a hand over her mouth, astounded by the admission. Jenni hadn't even admitted that to herself, and yet she found it to be true. Her mother stopped being her Mom after her Dad left. Still Jenni felt incredibly traitorous by the words she had uttered.