The Getaway [Jesse & Max]
Sept 21, 2010 19:44:58 GMT -5
Post by Jesse Adams on Sept 21, 2010 19:44:58 GMT -5
“Fuckin’ right I’m not,” the little blond managed to growl out before Max got his hands on him. He didn’t want to admit it. Not in front of his mentor. And especially not in front of Max. It was bad enough he’d already freaked the hell out, but to cry? God, no. He bit down on his lip and tried not to think about what Max was doing. Or, rather, what he was. The fixing thing didn’t bother him all that much. Despite the stinging, he knew it would feel better. It wasn’t pain he was afraid of. He didn’t know what he was afraid of. But it wasn’t pain.
With his eyes closed, he listened to Gabriel talk. Focusing on his voice gave him something to hold on to. Something to keep him pretending that he wasn’t really in Max’s office, and he wasn’t really being touched. Not by two older men, both of which could probably kill him. Gabriel killing him, even puppeting him to his death, didn’t scare him. Not like this did. The sooner it was over, the better. Which was why he didn’t fight Max. He couldn’t, not when he was so close. So much like a cornered animal, he was frozen now. He wasn’t as glad as Gabriel that Max was a healer. He just wanted this to be over.
When Max’s hands left him, Jesse opened his eyes, pressing back against Gabriel harder now. “It stung,” he fired back at the doctor, wanting nothing more than to bury his face in Gabe’s shirt and leave. Now. “I wasn’t scared of you hurting me, dickwad.” And then Gabriel announced he was going to foot the bill for his bloodied shirt. Was the whole world against him now? “Fine, I’ll fucking pay for your fucking dry cleaning.” The teenager squirmed away from Gabe’s touch. “No. No more goddamned injuries.”
His dismissal couldn’t have come soon enough. The second Gabriel wanted him gone, he was gone. He twisted the knob and left the room, running upstairs with his head down. He didn’t want to run into any of the other MSAD members. With his luck, half the compound had heard his hissy fit. As instructed, he washed his face and then sprawled across Gabriel’s bed, face down, to wait.
With his eyes closed, he listened to Gabriel talk. Focusing on his voice gave him something to hold on to. Something to keep him pretending that he wasn’t really in Max’s office, and he wasn’t really being touched. Not by two older men, both of which could probably kill him. Gabriel killing him, even puppeting him to his death, didn’t scare him. Not like this did. The sooner it was over, the better. Which was why he didn’t fight Max. He couldn’t, not when he was so close. So much like a cornered animal, he was frozen now. He wasn’t as glad as Gabriel that Max was a healer. He just wanted this to be over.
When Max’s hands left him, Jesse opened his eyes, pressing back against Gabriel harder now. “It stung,” he fired back at the doctor, wanting nothing more than to bury his face in Gabe’s shirt and leave. Now. “I wasn’t scared of you hurting me, dickwad.” And then Gabriel announced he was going to foot the bill for his bloodied shirt. Was the whole world against him now? “Fine, I’ll fucking pay for your fucking dry cleaning.” The teenager squirmed away from Gabe’s touch. “No. No more goddamned injuries.”
His dismissal couldn’t have come soon enough. The second Gabriel wanted him gone, he was gone. He twisted the knob and left the room, running upstairs with his head down. He didn’t want to run into any of the other MSAD members. With his luck, half the compound had heard his hissy fit. As instructed, he washed his face and then sprawled across Gabriel’s bed, face down, to wait.