Up in flames (Cameron)

Mia just wasn’t the type to think about herself, she knew she didn’t deserve it. She looked at him and swallowed nervously. She rested her forehead on his shoulder “I know, I know… This was awesome of you to do this. I can’t image how much trouble you went through to do this.” But if she was special enough for him to go out of his way this much, why couldn’t he make time to just hang out as friends? Even if it was just five minutes at the end of the night just to talk about their day. Was his sleeping buddies more important to him than her? He made time for them didn’t he?

“I’ve just missed hanging out with you… And I’m sorry that I haven’t tried to spend more time with you…” She got that half of that was her fault but Cameron could actively own up to it being half his fault also. Mia was grateful that he went out of his way like this for her and it made her feel really special, but she also wanted to spend time with him and she wanted to know that he wanted to actually spend with her. "What you did made me feel really special Cameron, and I love it I really do. Your voice isn't bad either, I thought it was actually cute." She had only been expressing what she had been feeling this past month, why was he being so offense about it? Did he really think doing this would wash away how she had felt the past weeks?

“That’s it, Cameron. That’s all you did, you actually talked to Noah and you slapped Fer’s ass. Not that I wanted or want you to slap mine but still. I felt like I was just pushed to the side. I know I didn’t make a move myself but I’m not good with groups of people… I get shy around more than one person.” That is why she hid behind Noah, and if he took, the time to ask her about to open mindly and gently he would have known that. What the hell was his excuse?

What did he want from her? She wasn’t as confident as he was and if he had went through the crap she had the past year he would be really insecure also. Has he even wondered why she was this insecure? Had he ever thought about it? “What? Who says clobber anymore? But a hug or ‘how are you doing’ would have been good.” But he knew how insecure Mia was, so why wasn’t he working with it? Instead of going about things like she was just as confident as he was? She loved what he had done; she moved to hug him she wasn’t trying to bring him down or disapprove what he had done she just wanted to know the difference between doing something big like this in front of strangers and doing something small like give her a hug in front of his friends.

Mia sat up and looked at him “what do you mean?” If he meant if she wanted him, then she could answer the same question about if he wanted her in whatever way. But now it was her time to ask question “what am I to you Cameron?” Was she just a ‘friend’ was she a best friend? Was she more than that to him? She wanted to know because right now she was confused.