Writing Challenge: 150 stories. Go.
Apr 23, 2012 22:29:57 GMT -5
Post by Dr. Sean Neville on Apr 23, 2012 22:29:57 GMT -5
#129 – Disinterest
Josh didn’t know why he’d even agreed to come here. The drinks were strong, and the music was fine, he supposed. But it was a singles bar, and the problem with singles bars is that men went to them to remedy being single.
Josh didn’t mind being single; he definitely didn’t view it as a problem that had to be rectified. And if his apartment was a little lonely some nights, he dealt with it, just as he had every night before coming here. Besides, he had a rabbit, and Cottontail helped with the loneliness. She gave him something to talk to so he didn’t sound crazy ranting to himself, and she gave him something to cuddle with that was warm and soft and never judgmental.
Also, she knew her place. She never complained at him when he worked late; she never tried to come between him and his best friend. She was the perfect roommate in that regard.
So Josh didn’t understand why he had agreed to come to this bar.
Well, he knew why; he just didn’t want to admit it.
Every so often, a man would come by his table; most of them were far too young for Josh, but they didn’t realize that. It was the curse of being so baby-faced; these men thought he was in his late twenties; thirty at the most. They had no idea that he was a decade older, and he was sure that as soon as they found out, they would turn tail and run.
That was fine with him; he didn’t want random hookups with anyone. Josh had never been interested in casual sex.
His thoughts flashed back to his last visit to Vermont; where he and Sean had drank too much and they’d woken up in Sean’s bedroom under the covers together. His stomach knotted with guilt at the memory.
To his credit, or more to Sean’s credit than his, this never happened when either of them was in a relationship. Even if the time at the New Year’s party had happened immediately after his breakup with Saul.
Still, if he was a better person, he would learn not to drink as much around his friend; he would show some modicum of self-restraint to prevent from taking advantage of the telepath. Instead, he didn’t, and again and again, he took advantage of Sean and then was left with shame and guilt afterward.
For some reason Josh couldn’t fathom, the telepath still considered them to be best friends.
Sean was interested in relationships; he still had dreams of settling down and starting a family, even if every year made that goal a little less likely. Josh had given up on a family life; he’d given up years ago. He wasn’t interested in relationships at all.
That wasn’t entirely true, and as a smartly-dressed young man in a business suit smiled at him, Josh looked down at his drink.
He was interested in one relationship; it was just one that most people didn’t recognize as being worthy of all his attention. Romantic relationships were supposed to take precedence over friendships; not the other way around.
Josh disagreed.
Finishing his drink, he flagged down the bartender and ordered another. Just as the bartender arrived, he saw twinkling blue eyes and a familiar smile.
“I’m sorry I’m late,” the telepath said, taking a seat across from him. He ordered a Gibson from the bartender and then immediately returned his attention to the attorney. “You know how the LIRR gets during rush hour, and my mother insisted I stayed until my plate was cleared. Some things never change.”
“No,” Josh agreed, trying not to notice how Sean’s shirt complimented his eyes. “I guess some things never do.”