What a mess [Open]
Nov 20, 2011 18:50:50 GMT -5
Post by Taitum Marshall on Nov 20, 2011 18:50:50 GMT -5
One of those few days where Taitum allowed himself just a bit of peace and quiet were on Sundays. That Sunday afternoon was no different and what did taitum do for said peace and quiet? He got a bottle of wine, a glass and a blanket and went to the lake. Eventually, during the course of the afternoon, he stopped using the glass and just drank from the bottle.
The taste of the bitter red wine cooled and soothed his temper and heated the cold numbness in his chest more often than not. It had become an habitual little ceremony over the months working at Hammel. Most people went to work on Sundays. Taitum went to the bottom of a wine bottle. More than once, the thought had crossed Taitum’s mind to get up and walk straight into the lake.
Only problem with that was his self preservation instincts. He was almost certain that to his body, drowning was NOT an option. That was definitely not the right way for him to commit suicide. No, Taitum would need to go down with the sword he’d lived by. A bullet. Messy yes, but effective enough if aimed at the right place.
All these thoughts wandered across his mind as the world began to fuzz around him and the ex-Sergeant fell back onto the blanket underneath him to stare up at the branches half covering the cloudy sky from his view. His hand tightened around the neck of his wine bottle and he gave a lazy yawn sighing out shortly after the yawn.
He didn’t even hear the footsteps come up to him. He was too luke warm in the drunk pool to be bothered about any of that, too caught up in his own little happy place to care that he wasn’t alone anymore. His eyes fluttered shut and he gave a groan when it finally dawned on him that he was NOT alone.
”Just turn around and walk that way, pretending you didn’t see my. I’m fine. I’m happy...”
Taitum waved his hand in the air motioning for whomever was there to walk away. That last thing he wanted was a stranger helping him.
The taste of the bitter red wine cooled and soothed his temper and heated the cold numbness in his chest more often than not. It had become an habitual little ceremony over the months working at Hammel. Most people went to work on Sundays. Taitum went to the bottom of a wine bottle. More than once, the thought had crossed Taitum’s mind to get up and walk straight into the lake.
Only problem with that was his self preservation instincts. He was almost certain that to his body, drowning was NOT an option. That was definitely not the right way for him to commit suicide. No, Taitum would need to go down with the sword he’d lived by. A bullet. Messy yes, but effective enough if aimed at the right place.
All these thoughts wandered across his mind as the world began to fuzz around him and the ex-Sergeant fell back onto the blanket underneath him to stare up at the branches half covering the cloudy sky from his view. His hand tightened around the neck of his wine bottle and he gave a lazy yawn sighing out shortly after the yawn.
He didn’t even hear the footsteps come up to him. He was too luke warm in the drunk pool to be bothered about any of that, too caught up in his own little happy place to care that he wasn’t alone anymore. His eyes fluttered shut and he gave a groan when it finally dawned on him that he was NOT alone.
”Just turn around and walk that way, pretending you didn’t see my. I’m fine. I’m happy...”
Taitum waved his hand in the air motioning for whomever was there to walk away. That last thing he wanted was a stranger helping him.