Sittin Here Thinkin |[tags Alex]
Sept 15, 2011 20:23:25 GMT -5
Post by Therru Simmons on Sept 15, 2011 20:23:25 GMT -5
The bottle of blue soda had made a ring on the coaster the girl had set it on. One of her thin fingered hands was nearby, curled around but not touching the wet glass. Her other hand was balled into a fist supporting her head. Green eyes gazed out at the late afternoon sun as it lighted on the sidewalk. She didn’t really spend much or anyt time in town because of the crowds, but this day had somehow seemed okay to try and make the venture into humanity. There were so many people she didn’t know and it made her extremely nervous, even slightly jumpy. She wasn't noticeable in her outfit really. Just a girl. But it was later in the afternoon and hot, so everything seemed quiet, almost tamed down by the fire of the sun. Which, since she was an outdoorsy person and didn’t affect her really, worked pefect.
She turned her face from the glass window to stare at the inside of the bar/café. It was a really nice place, quiet and calm. She had seemed to have chosen a time that was sort of a lull in the afternoon traffic. Therru had only seen two people so far but she suppose they worked here. Past paying for her pop she didn’t really have any interaction. Really though, she was enjoying herself as long as things were quiet. No one there to bother her. Honestly, the shy mountain girl preferred the quiet of the lake or the little stream she had found in the woods. Someone thought had told her she needed to make more friends, and she sort of agreed. Therru had been at Hammel for at least two and a half years now and didn’t know anyone very well. She tended to think to deeply and confound people when she spoke. She needed friends that were older than her, people who she could hold an intelligient conversation with.
Not only that, but in the past year she had been dealing with a lot of conflicting emotions about people. The concept of a boy dating a girl was rigid in her head, but she had been noticing both in a different light, and it scared her to the core. She didn’t know how to deal with those feelings, or any feelings really. She just kept them all bottled up.
She sighed and pulled out a worn journal. The cover was a faded leather that had signs of lots of use. It was quite thick, with creme colored paper. She opened it to a new page, ready to scribble some little drawings and write poetry, the two things she loved doing. Feather started to take shape across the paper and she carefully sketched each one with painful detail. She could see colors for painting it in her mind and decided it would make a good thing to paint. A smile brushed her lips.
It came with great surprise to the girl when someone sat down across from her, someone she didn’t recognize. Therru turned her glassed over eyes clearing as she tried to identify who it was without success. Her ruminations cut short, she stored them away for dissection at a later time when she was alone in her mind and in personal space, where she could think and not have to worry about people.
She turned her face from the glass window to stare at the inside of the bar/café. It was a really nice place, quiet and calm. She had seemed to have chosen a time that was sort of a lull in the afternoon traffic. Therru had only seen two people so far but she suppose they worked here. Past paying for her pop she didn’t really have any interaction. Really though, she was enjoying herself as long as things were quiet. No one there to bother her. Honestly, the shy mountain girl preferred the quiet of the lake or the little stream she had found in the woods. Someone thought had told her she needed to make more friends, and she sort of agreed. Therru had been at Hammel for at least two and a half years now and didn’t know anyone very well. She tended to think to deeply and confound people when she spoke. She needed friends that were older than her, people who she could hold an intelligient conversation with.
Not only that, but in the past year she had been dealing with a lot of conflicting emotions about people. The concept of a boy dating a girl was rigid in her head, but she had been noticing both in a different light, and it scared her to the core. She didn’t know how to deal with those feelings, or any feelings really. She just kept them all bottled up.
She sighed and pulled out a worn journal. The cover was a faded leather that had signs of lots of use. It was quite thick, with creme colored paper. She opened it to a new page, ready to scribble some little drawings and write poetry, the two things she loved doing. Feather started to take shape across the paper and she carefully sketched each one with painful detail. She could see colors for painting it in her mind and decided it would make a good thing to paint. A smile brushed her lips.
It came with great surprise to the girl when someone sat down across from her, someone she didn’t recognize. Therru turned her glassed over eyes clearing as she tried to identify who it was without success. Her ruminations cut short, she stored them away for dissection at a later time when she was alone in her mind and in personal space, where she could think and not have to worry about people.