I can do this! (open)
Dec 18, 2011 21:52:56 GMT -5
Post by Angela Chambers on Dec 18, 2011 21:52:56 GMT -5
Angie sat at the edge of the pond, watching the fish as they were gliding through the water. It was cold enough that she was wearing a coat over her long sleeves. And boats that she’d been told were intended to wear only indoors… And not in public. So she supposed that kind of made them slippers too. But what did she care. They were comfortable, no matter how ugly they were.
Closing her eyes, she took a deep breath. She’d been practicing for about an hour now and wasn’t getting any closer to being able to use her ability on command. But before she began trying again, she scooted herself back away from the pond. It was an honest fear of hers that if she managed to get a finger to come off, that one of the fish might eat it if it fell into the pond.
“Come on come on come on.” She muttered, exasperated with herself. “You’ve done this before. You can do it again. Just…” Taking another deep breath, she did her best to relax. And it helped some. Her stomach seemed to have fewer knots in it. And her shoulders, which had been tight and raised, slowly moved back to their place. Finally, the tell tale sign that Angie was stressed, her bottom lip. Angie chewed it. Right now, it was red and a little puffed.
She mentally pictured it, pictured her thumb just popping off her hand and laying in the grass. Than it wiggling around there. She imagined what it felt like to have a finger missing from her hand. Slowly, and careful not to mess up her relaxation, she peeked her eye open.
And saw nothing. Her thumb was still in its rightful place on her hand. “Damn it!” She screeched as anger flooded through her again. Immediately though, she regretted it and quickly looked around. She really hoped a teacher didn’t hear that, she didn’t want to get in trouble.
Closing her eyes, she took a deep breath. She’d been practicing for about an hour now and wasn’t getting any closer to being able to use her ability on command. But before she began trying again, she scooted herself back away from the pond. It was an honest fear of hers that if she managed to get a finger to come off, that one of the fish might eat it if it fell into the pond.
“Come on come on come on.” She muttered, exasperated with herself. “You’ve done this before. You can do it again. Just…” Taking another deep breath, she did her best to relax. And it helped some. Her stomach seemed to have fewer knots in it. And her shoulders, which had been tight and raised, slowly moved back to their place. Finally, the tell tale sign that Angie was stressed, her bottom lip. Angie chewed it. Right now, it was red and a little puffed.
She mentally pictured it, pictured her thumb just popping off her hand and laying in the grass. Than it wiggling around there. She imagined what it felt like to have a finger missing from her hand. Slowly, and careful not to mess up her relaxation, she peeked her eye open.
And saw nothing. Her thumb was still in its rightful place on her hand. “Damn it!” She screeched as anger flooded through her again. Immediately though, she regretted it and quickly looked around. She really hoped a teacher didn’t hear that, she didn’t want to get in trouble.