Midnight Monologue [open]
Jul 17, 2011 17:46:01 GMT -5
Post by Ariana Simone on Jul 17, 2011 17:46:01 GMT -5
Back again.
It seemed like forever and a day since Ariana had seen the familiar lights of Hammel and felt the warmth of a home that she'd missed on the cool nights in a hotel room in NYC. There'd been a follow up seminar for the one she'd went to last winter, and she was loathe not to take the opportunity at her fingertips, especially since it was all paid for already. She'd earned a scholarship to come back in the last seminar, so it only seemed right that she'd go back. Was she sad to leave again so soon after her arrival back home? Of course. She'd missed Hammel...and if she was honest with herself, she had missed a certain healer as well. However, sacrifices had to be made if she was ever to have a highly successful career.
Travel worn and weary, she'd lugged her baggage back into the dorm suites, almost a bit surprised that she still had her old dorm room. One of her roommates had left, but it looked like the other two were still there, one of them the boy she'd played midnight pool with. At least not too much had changed in her absence. As much as she loved the cold streets of the Big Apple, there was always that bit of longing for the familiar that was Pilot Ridge. She never thought she'd miss Hammel so much until she left it for a hotel room for months on end.
One ofthe plus sides about going back was that she could see Cassandra again. She'd met the singer last seminar, and they'd really had some fun together...some of it not the innocent kind. Getting back together again was quite an adventure in and of itself, on top of the magnificence of Broadway. Still, they were nothing serious, and it was great to be back.
She'd rearranged her room back to her liking already, a new mannequin erected in the corner with a half-finished project on it. It felt like home again, after months away in a cold, if amazing city. Still, there was one more place she needed to go before she felt truly felt complete. Wandering around at night wasn't advised, but she didn't care. She had an urge to go back to where it all had started for her: on stage.
Her feet brought her to the auditorium, finding a way to get in. She'd been doing this for years since she was a small girl, so she'd figured out how to get in after dark when she felt like rehearsing on stage late at night. Her slippers slid over the floor as she headed to the fair end of the auditorium, looking fondly at the first stage she'd ever set foot on. Many fond memories had been made here for her. Stepping up onto the stage, she looked out over the auditorium, imagining how it looked when the seats were lined up and people were filled to the brim to see one of her performances. Applause and praise was what she seemed to live for. A smile lit up her face, her eyes closing as she soaked in the memories.
Maybe she could squeeze in a small rehearsal? Might as well. Something simple...something she knew by heart. Maybe it was a bit cliche....but nothing beat Shakespeare. The words were in her head and she concentrated, channeling the torn Capulet as she spoke.
"O Romeo, Romeo, wherefore art thou, Romeo?
Deny they father and refuse thy name;
Or, if thou wilt not, be but sworn my love,
And I'll no longer be a Capulet.
'Tis but thy name that is my enemy.
Thou art thyself, though not a Montague.
What's Montague? It is nor hand, nor foot,
Nor arm, nor face. O, be some other name
Belonging to a man.
What's in a name? That which they call a rose
By any other name would smell as sweet.
So Romeo would, were he not Romeo called,
Retain that dear perfection which he owes
Without that title. Romeo, doff thy name;
And for thy name, which is no part of thee,
Take all myself. "
It seemed like forever and a day since Ariana had seen the familiar lights of Hammel and felt the warmth of a home that she'd missed on the cool nights in a hotel room in NYC. There'd been a follow up seminar for the one she'd went to last winter, and she was loathe not to take the opportunity at her fingertips, especially since it was all paid for already. She'd earned a scholarship to come back in the last seminar, so it only seemed right that she'd go back. Was she sad to leave again so soon after her arrival back home? Of course. She'd missed Hammel...and if she was honest with herself, she had missed a certain healer as well. However, sacrifices had to be made if she was ever to have a highly successful career.
Travel worn and weary, she'd lugged her baggage back into the dorm suites, almost a bit surprised that she still had her old dorm room. One of her roommates had left, but it looked like the other two were still there, one of them the boy she'd played midnight pool with. At least not too much had changed in her absence. As much as she loved the cold streets of the Big Apple, there was always that bit of longing for the familiar that was Pilot Ridge. She never thought she'd miss Hammel so much until she left it for a hotel room for months on end.
One ofthe plus sides about going back was that she could see Cassandra again. She'd met the singer last seminar, and they'd really had some fun together...some of it not the innocent kind. Getting back together again was quite an adventure in and of itself, on top of the magnificence of Broadway. Still, they were nothing serious, and it was great to be back.
She'd rearranged her room back to her liking already, a new mannequin erected in the corner with a half-finished project on it. It felt like home again, after months away in a cold, if amazing city. Still, there was one more place she needed to go before she felt truly felt complete. Wandering around at night wasn't advised, but she didn't care. She had an urge to go back to where it all had started for her: on stage.
Her feet brought her to the auditorium, finding a way to get in. She'd been doing this for years since she was a small girl, so she'd figured out how to get in after dark when she felt like rehearsing on stage late at night. Her slippers slid over the floor as she headed to the fair end of the auditorium, looking fondly at the first stage she'd ever set foot on. Many fond memories had been made here for her. Stepping up onto the stage, she looked out over the auditorium, imagining how it looked when the seats were lined up and people were filled to the brim to see one of her performances. Applause and praise was what she seemed to live for. A smile lit up her face, her eyes closing as she soaked in the memories.
Maybe she could squeeze in a small rehearsal? Might as well. Something simple...something she knew by heart. Maybe it was a bit cliche....but nothing beat Shakespeare. The words were in her head and she concentrated, channeling the torn Capulet as she spoke.
"O Romeo, Romeo, wherefore art thou, Romeo?
Deny they father and refuse thy name;
Or, if thou wilt not, be but sworn my love,
And I'll no longer be a Capulet.
'Tis but thy name that is my enemy.
Thou art thyself, though not a Montague.
What's Montague? It is nor hand, nor foot,
Nor arm, nor face. O, be some other name
Belonging to a man.
What's in a name? That which they call a rose
By any other name would smell as sweet.
So Romeo would, were he not Romeo called,
Retain that dear perfection which he owes
Without that title. Romeo, doff thy name;
And for thy name, which is no part of thee,
Take all myself. "