Breathe (OPEN)
Nov 26, 2011 21:15:08 GMT -5
Post by Lucah Ivaskov on Nov 26, 2011 21:15:08 GMT -5
MIA Belle, controlling father, no Jezebel, was his happiness really that short lived? Belle had officially locked herself away to study. Dimitri had shown up demanding Lucah to change. After Luc refused, Dimitri took Jezebel away. The past few months of bliss had come to an end and he was miserable and as distant as ever. It would take much more time for someone to break through now. He'd been happy before, and now that it was gone, he wasn't sure he could get it back.
As if not seeing Belle wasn't bad enough, having his baby sister taken from him was cruel. Which was exactly why his father had done it. He was trying so hard to force Lucah to change. Why? Because Lucah had grown weak in his happiness. He was just like his mother as Dimitri had said, but for that Lucah was thankful. He didn't want to be like his father, he didn't want to be like anyone else besides her. The truth was...he kept turning into his father when things got bad.
It was getting worse. Ever since he'd rebelled against his father, Lucah's life had been unstable. Part of him wanted to blame it on the change, but the other part thought it was because he was trying hard to really change who he was. And who he was, was his father. That was the cold, hard truth in his mind. But, it could be wrong. He just needed to find someone to permanently shut that part of his brain up.
Unfortunately, Belle hadn't been enough to do it.
Lucah made his way slowly to the gym. Maybe after a few laps he'd be calm enough to suffer through time with others. He'd been lacking in the social aspect of things, mostly because he didn't know many others. The most he'd interacted was with the girl at the library studying the theory of love. Other than that, he'd been moping around campus with no where to go and no one to talk to. This was why he needed friends. He couldn't solely rely on Belle at all times to cheer him up.
He was wearing something a little different than what he usually wore. He was in a black tank top and athletic shorts with Nikes on. Yeah, definitely not the same clothes Lucah usually wore, but he didn't need to dress up just to go work out. He wasn't trying to impress anyone.
As if not seeing Belle wasn't bad enough, having his baby sister taken from him was cruel. Which was exactly why his father had done it. He was trying so hard to force Lucah to change. Why? Because Lucah had grown weak in his happiness. He was just like his mother as Dimitri had said, but for that Lucah was thankful. He didn't want to be like his father, he didn't want to be like anyone else besides her. The truth was...he kept turning into his father when things got bad.
It was getting worse. Ever since he'd rebelled against his father, Lucah's life had been unstable. Part of him wanted to blame it on the change, but the other part thought it was because he was trying hard to really change who he was. And who he was, was his father. That was the cold, hard truth in his mind. But, it could be wrong. He just needed to find someone to permanently shut that part of his brain up.
Unfortunately, Belle hadn't been enough to do it.
Lucah made his way slowly to the gym. Maybe after a few laps he'd be calm enough to suffer through time with others. He'd been lacking in the social aspect of things, mostly because he didn't know many others. The most he'd interacted was with the girl at the library studying the theory of love. Other than that, he'd been moping around campus with no where to go and no one to talk to. This was why he needed friends. He couldn't solely rely on Belle at all times to cheer him up.
He was wearing something a little different than what he usually wore. He was in a black tank top and athletic shorts with Nikes on. Yeah, definitely not the same clothes Lucah usually wore, but he didn't need to dress up just to go work out. He wasn't trying to impress anyone.