Power Swap: Chekhov and Effect (open)
Sept 7, 2011 19:49:40 GMT -5
Post by Yulia Sokolov on Sept 7, 2011 19:49:40 GMT -5
It had started out normally enough, and that was where the problem was. Things were not supposed to be normal. Nothing had been normal for fourteen years, and now all of a sudden the thing that distinguished Lia the most, the thing that had both cursed and blessed her, was gone.
She had woken up just a day ago and something had seemed different. There was no struggle to repress her ability, no extra mental push. At first she had wondered if her control has just reached that level, but hadn’t she striven for that for years? How could it just suddenly happen now? That was the problem, she didn’t think it could.
Lia did the only thing she could think of to do. She nearly jumped out of bed and went into the bathroom. She hated having to do this but she focused on herself and gave a mental push. Normally this would have caused a minor rebound and a headache that would last for an hour or so, but today there was nothing. Instead Lia was left staring at herself in the mirror, blinking. What was going on? What was happening to her?
Lia refocused and tried again, still nothing. She tried again with enough effort to put herself into a coma. Once again she felt nothing and nothing happened. She tried it again and again, desperate for some result, reaching dangerous levels. By the end she was just standing in red faced shock as it sunk in. She couldn’t do it. Her power was gone, that destructive ability which has so attracted the military to her. At first she felt a faint sense of relief, she couldn’t hurt anyone after all. However a much darker thought loomed up on her, the reality that this fact could now hurt her.
Lia had taken that day off but she was at Hammel now, the next day. She had cancelled any training sessions she had to conduct for the day. Instead she stood outside of the offices, feeling almost sick to her stomach with anxiety. She had to be honest, she had to tell them that she had lost her ability, but the results could be disastrous. She could loose her job, in fact she expected to. In the line of effect no job meant no visa, no visa meant immigration would send her back to Russia. The thought of having to go back to Norilsk was unbearable, and the idea of loosing the friends and the family she had gained here was unbearable. She tried to keep the thoughts from manifesting on her face and instead just stood agitatedly by, waiting for someone who she could talk to about this, and possibly beg to in order to keep her job.
She had woken up just a day ago and something had seemed different. There was no struggle to repress her ability, no extra mental push. At first she had wondered if her control has just reached that level, but hadn’t she striven for that for years? How could it just suddenly happen now? That was the problem, she didn’t think it could.
Lia did the only thing she could think of to do. She nearly jumped out of bed and went into the bathroom. She hated having to do this but she focused on herself and gave a mental push. Normally this would have caused a minor rebound and a headache that would last for an hour or so, but today there was nothing. Instead Lia was left staring at herself in the mirror, blinking. What was going on? What was happening to her?
Lia refocused and tried again, still nothing. She tried again with enough effort to put herself into a coma. Once again she felt nothing and nothing happened. She tried it again and again, desperate for some result, reaching dangerous levels. By the end she was just standing in red faced shock as it sunk in. She couldn’t do it. Her power was gone, that destructive ability which has so attracted the military to her. At first she felt a faint sense of relief, she couldn’t hurt anyone after all. However a much darker thought loomed up on her, the reality that this fact could now hurt her.
Lia had taken that day off but she was at Hammel now, the next day. She had cancelled any training sessions she had to conduct for the day. Instead she stood outside of the offices, feeling almost sick to her stomach with anxiety. She had to be honest, she had to tell them that she had lost her ability, but the results could be disastrous. She could loose her job, in fact she expected to. In the line of effect no job meant no visa, no visa meant immigration would send her back to Russia. The thought of having to go back to Norilsk was unbearable, and the idea of loosing the friends and the family she had gained here was unbearable. She tried to keep the thoughts from manifesting on her face and instead just stood agitatedly by, waiting for someone who she could talk to about this, and possibly beg to in order to keep her job.