Found Out (Lark.)
Jan 22, 2013 20:48:26 GMT -5
Post by Willow Birdsong on Jan 22, 2013 20:48:26 GMT -5
Willy didn’t understand why she had to be burdened with the power she had. Wouldn’t it be nice if people could chose what they liked? Something that suited their personality? What if someone had the power to change other people’s abilities? Many different questions ran through Willow’s head as she sat in the cafeteria. It just after dinner, and everyone was gone. Willow had been the last one in line on purpose, as she had a strategy that never failed her to fulfill this evening.
Moments before, she had filled a food tray and left it stranded on a table. It contained mostly sweets like pudding and fruit. It made sense to her because that kind of food wouldn’t get cold. She then went back for the hot portion of the meal. Willow sat down by herself and waited for any stragglers to get left behind. Her ritual was about to be performed, and she ate with a sense of purpose and control, not too fast and not too slow, just fast enough to get everything inside while trying to enjoy the moment.
It probably seemed impossible for such a small girl to eat so much food. But thanks for her power, Willow had to eat more almost every time if she wanted to get any sense of feeling out of it. Almost everything she came into contact with was like a drug, and she needed more. Folding one tray on top of the other, Willy looked around the cafeteria before standing up. Now she had to leave as quickly as possible. She hated doing this to herself, but she loved it at the same time. A pleasant smile rose onto her face at the sense of impending success. So why was she also feeling tears come to her eyes?
On her way out, she ducked her head as a boy came into the cafeteria, rushing into the nearby girls’ washroom. Popular boys, they always talked about everyone, and this one even dressed better than most of them. Willow never understood the desire for such a thing and felt like she had nothing in common with someone like Lark. Why was he alone too though? Willow never stopped thinking while she was hunched over the toilet and she stood mechanically. People evaded her, as much as she understood the world around her.
Washing her hands, Willow dried them, the texture of the paper towels felt like nothing against her skin which had become used to the feeling. She left the washroom, walking into the boy she had seen before. Literally. “Sorry,” she muttered, dark blue eyes glancing up at the older boy. Hopefully he hadn’t overheard what she just did.
Moments before, she had filled a food tray and left it stranded on a table. It contained mostly sweets like pudding and fruit. It made sense to her because that kind of food wouldn’t get cold. She then went back for the hot portion of the meal. Willow sat down by herself and waited for any stragglers to get left behind. Her ritual was about to be performed, and she ate with a sense of purpose and control, not too fast and not too slow, just fast enough to get everything inside while trying to enjoy the moment.
It probably seemed impossible for such a small girl to eat so much food. But thanks for her power, Willow had to eat more almost every time if she wanted to get any sense of feeling out of it. Almost everything she came into contact with was like a drug, and she needed more. Folding one tray on top of the other, Willy looked around the cafeteria before standing up. Now she had to leave as quickly as possible. She hated doing this to herself, but she loved it at the same time. A pleasant smile rose onto her face at the sense of impending success. So why was she also feeling tears come to her eyes?
On her way out, she ducked her head as a boy came into the cafeteria, rushing into the nearby girls’ washroom. Popular boys, they always talked about everyone, and this one even dressed better than most of them. Willow never understood the desire for such a thing and felt like she had nothing in common with someone like Lark. Why was he alone too though? Willow never stopped thinking while she was hunched over the toilet and she stood mechanically. People evaded her, as much as she understood the world around her.
Washing her hands, Willow dried them, the texture of the paper towels felt like nothing against her skin which had become used to the feeling. She left the washroom, walking into the boy she had seen before. Literally. “Sorry,” she muttered, dark blue eyes glancing up at the older boy. Hopefully he hadn’t overheard what she just did.