A Daydream Away(Carter)
Nov 29, 2012 11:54:33 GMT -5
Post by Brielle Vacanti on Nov 29, 2012 11:54:33 GMT -5
There was nothing to be scared, or at least that's what Brielle kept telling herself. There really wasn't anything to be scared of if she was going to be truthful. It may of been the first time she actually sat in the lounge , in the hopes that someone would speak to her. And maybe it was the first step to actually becoming friends with someone, but she should be scared of it. Yet she was scared and that was why she was standing awkwardly outside the opening to the lounge, holding her sketchpad and pencil like a shield.
She could look into the lounge and see students all there. Some were arguing over the TV remote, others were just chatting together , and then some were engaged in a serious game of Foosball. It would seem like fun to anyone looking in, but all Brielle could feel was that she didn't belong there. She had lost her chance to make friends , when she thought that no one would want to be friends with someone like her. So now she had no one she could go to. No one to talk to about her fear, her dreams, or her problems.
She was stuck with this never ending issue of trying to either move forward or moving back into a shell of herself. So here she was at the moment of truth; to go into the lounge or run back to her room? One was a step down a road she had no control over and the other lead her back to where she started. It was a choice only she could make.
So she took the step forward into the room, hesitating only slightly before walking quickly to a seat near a corner. She kept her head down for a short while before opening up her sketchpad to a blank page. She looked around the room and found the perfect model for her sketch. She smiled to herself and quickly started to draw the face of the beautiful boy she saw sitting on the couch.
She could look into the lounge and see students all there. Some were arguing over the TV remote, others were just chatting together , and then some were engaged in a serious game of Foosball. It would seem like fun to anyone looking in, but all Brielle could feel was that she didn't belong there. She had lost her chance to make friends , when she thought that no one would want to be friends with someone like her. So now she had no one she could go to. No one to talk to about her fear, her dreams, or her problems.
She was stuck with this never ending issue of trying to either move forward or moving back into a shell of herself. So here she was at the moment of truth; to go into the lounge or run back to her room? One was a step down a road she had no control over and the other lead her back to where she started. It was a choice only she could make.
So she took the step forward into the room, hesitating only slightly before walking quickly to a seat near a corner. She kept her head down for a short while before opening up her sketchpad to a blank page. She looked around the room and found the perfect model for her sketch. She smiled to herself and quickly started to draw the face of the beautiful boy she saw sitting on the couch.