Hello Mom. Hi Dad (Damien)
Jun 18, 2013 2:45:24 GMT -5
Post by Josef Muller on Jun 18, 2013 2:45:24 GMT -5
Josef didn’t go home very often. Fact was that he didn’t like to go home. He liked Vermont. It was colder and he’d adjusted to it. He liked his own kitchen, he liked his friends there, he liked not having a basement and he particularly enjoyed the fact that he could be himself and no one—not a one—cared. Whenever he came home, he felt as if his skin was physically itching.
Which was stupid, he told himself. He was forty-two years old and he’d just shaved. Besides, it was impossible to need to scratch your skin on the inside.
Still, when his mother had called, he’d known he had to answer it. She didn’t call often. Although they’d reached a truce of sorts, they didn’t talk. Josef called for holidays and sent cards. He also received them. But neither visited nor suggested it, until his mother called saying his father had fainted while doing yard work and she needed him. She needed him. It was a strange sensation, but Josef had agreed, closing his business and scrounging up enough money for a plane ticket. Then, after a moment of hesitation and a phone call to Damien to quietly and shyly if he would mind accompanying him to Kansas to help him with his folks, two.
Because he’d decided he’d like to have Damien’s company. And he was actually dating someone he’d like his parents to meet, for once. It was a big step for him, but Josef tried not to let it show. He had a feeling he was already freaking Damien out.
Josef had rented a car and had driven them from the airport to the house, where he stood idly tugging on the collar of his button-down shirt. He’d taken more than the usual care with his appearance. His hair was brushed neatly, jawline shaved to the point where there was no longer the usual 5 o’clock shadow, and he might’ve been wearing cologne, although he never would’ve admitted it. It was to disguise the nerves. The house itself was nothing special—made of old bricks, it was well-built and looked old, at least from the 1960s, with low ceilings and a concrete walkway. The garden seemed overgrown, and Josef eyed it with a slight frown before turning to his boyfriend, a smile reappearing on his face.
“You all right?” he asked. “Not gonna pass out on me, right?” It was a gentle tease only. Josef thought he was the one more likely to faint.
Which was stupid, he told himself. He was forty-two years old and he’d just shaved. Besides, it was impossible to need to scratch your skin on the inside.
Still, when his mother had called, he’d known he had to answer it. She didn’t call often. Although they’d reached a truce of sorts, they didn’t talk. Josef called for holidays and sent cards. He also received them. But neither visited nor suggested it, until his mother called saying his father had fainted while doing yard work and she needed him. She needed him. It was a strange sensation, but Josef had agreed, closing his business and scrounging up enough money for a plane ticket. Then, after a moment of hesitation and a phone call to Damien to quietly and shyly if he would mind accompanying him to Kansas to help him with his folks, two.
Because he’d decided he’d like to have Damien’s company. And he was actually dating someone he’d like his parents to meet, for once. It was a big step for him, but Josef tried not to let it show. He had a feeling he was already freaking Damien out.
Josef had rented a car and had driven them from the airport to the house, where he stood idly tugging on the collar of his button-down shirt. He’d taken more than the usual care with his appearance. His hair was brushed neatly, jawline shaved to the point where there was no longer the usual 5 o’clock shadow, and he might’ve been wearing cologne, although he never would’ve admitted it. It was to disguise the nerves. The house itself was nothing special—made of old bricks, it was well-built and looked old, at least from the 1960s, with low ceilings and a concrete walkway. The garden seemed overgrown, and Josef eyed it with a slight frown before turning to his boyfriend, a smile reappearing on his face.
“You all right?” he asked. “Not gonna pass out on me, right?” It was a gentle tease only. Josef thought he was the one more likely to faint.