We're Looking For Something Dumb To Do (Ann)
Mar 21, 2013 21:21:34 GMT -5
Post by Alexander McKenzie on Mar 21, 2013 21:21:34 GMT -5
The nights Alex spent back in his apartment seemed sporadic. Sometimes it was just so easy to go to Ann’s dorm, study, make dinner, and just… fall asleep with her in his arms. It was the same on weekends at his apartment. Their lives had almost seamlessly entwined. Things seemed perfectly natural. So much so, it had inspired an act of sheer stupidity just a few months ago. Connie had even encouraged said act, and now Alex was committed.
His purchase was metaphorically burning a hole in his pocket. He’d flirted with the idea of just carrying it around and committing a final act of stupidity on a whim. But that hadn’t felt right. So, he’d started thinking about the how. He had the what, the why, and most importantly, the who. He just had to figure out how to approach it.
It was lying awake on the couch, Ann asleep in his room that it finally struck him.
It was going to be today.
And he knew exactly how to do it.
Sneaking around his room quietly was the hard part, but he managed it. Ann slept soundly on, even as he got dressed. He needed to go out and plan. This had to be perfect. Glancing back, he smiled at his girlfriend and scrawled a note in his flowing script.
“Meet me at the lake at ten.
I love you.
- Lex”
He left the note, along with a quick sketch of a lotus flower, by his clock, and gently changed the alarm to go off at nine.
With that done, he grabbed his jacket and slipped out of apartment, padding quietly down the hallway. He had work to do.
~
Alex paced the lake’s edge, his hands in his pockets fingering the item in his pocket. A quick glance at his watch told him it was nearly ten. Despite himself, he was surprisingly calm, his stomach only in a small knot. He wasn’t all that worried, because he wasn’t afraid of the answer to his question.
As he waited, his mind wandered. He suddenly had the notion it might have been a good idea to speak to Ann’s father before even considering this. Yes, Ann was her own person, but it was good manners, right?
Okay, now he was worrying.
He continued to pace, still fingering the velvet of the box. He’d just have to deal with the consequences. It was ten, and he had no time to think about ‘good manners’ now. Her father was a decent man, right? He wasn’t going to be too upset, was he?
He fingered his tie and inhaled slowly. He had to stop worrying, because time was running out. And despite the new butterflies that had taken flight, he was feeling ready. He could do this.
His purchase was metaphorically burning a hole in his pocket. He’d flirted with the idea of just carrying it around and committing a final act of stupidity on a whim. But that hadn’t felt right. So, he’d started thinking about the how. He had the what, the why, and most importantly, the who. He just had to figure out how to approach it.
It was lying awake on the couch, Ann asleep in his room that it finally struck him.
It was going to be today.
And he knew exactly how to do it.
Sneaking around his room quietly was the hard part, but he managed it. Ann slept soundly on, even as he got dressed. He needed to go out and plan. This had to be perfect. Glancing back, he smiled at his girlfriend and scrawled a note in his flowing script.
“Meet me at the lake at ten.
I love you.
- Lex”
He left the note, along with a quick sketch of a lotus flower, by his clock, and gently changed the alarm to go off at nine.
With that done, he grabbed his jacket and slipped out of apartment, padding quietly down the hallway. He had work to do.
~
Alex paced the lake’s edge, his hands in his pockets fingering the item in his pocket. A quick glance at his watch told him it was nearly ten. Despite himself, he was surprisingly calm, his stomach only in a small knot. He wasn’t all that worried, because he wasn’t afraid of the answer to his question.
As he waited, his mind wandered. He suddenly had the notion it might have been a good idea to speak to Ann’s father before even considering this. Yes, Ann was her own person, but it was good manners, right?
Okay, now he was worrying.
He continued to pace, still fingering the velvet of the box. He’d just have to deal with the consequences. It was ten, and he had no time to think about ‘good manners’ now. Her father was a decent man, right? He wasn’t going to be too upset, was he?
He fingered his tie and inhaled slowly. He had to stop worrying, because time was running out. And despite the new butterflies that had taken flight, he was feeling ready. He could do this.