Rainingxxxfire.tumblr.com

[Rain Tseung]

Okay guys! I changed my tumblr, because well, I don't really know why... I just wanted new, I'm just weird. Well, my past tumblr was pretty much just random things about me, so I figured I should just start a new one about actual blogging.. Anyways, New Rain Tseung blog! Rainingxxxfire.tumblr.com

I'll start actually blogging soon!ish!

[Rain Tseung]

I joined the art club like a couple weeks ago. It made me realize how much I love art, it isn't just a thing that I find interesting. I have a passion for it, and I would like to believe I'm good at it... I see art as such a huge outlet, when I'm frustrated or sad, I just start playing with clay and make something beautiful out of such a negative emotion. I find that in it self such a wonderful thing. I love it when positive, beautiful things come out of such negative ones. Sometimes you don't even realize the positive the negative is making, I didn't realize it till now and I've been making things out of play dough since I was like six!

With this I want to remind everyone to always, always look back on your life, or present, and find something that is positive in your life, even if it's small, and build from that. I bet, in the long run, it will make your life soo much better, and to you, worth every single hill you had to walk over.

I love you interweb people!

Rain <3

[Rain Tseung]

SO I know I haven’t been doing this a lot, or in awhile really, BUT I have a very good explanation! I have gotten really busy… Okay maybe it’s not a good explanation, but it’s something right? Maybe, anyways, why I’ve been busy? Well I have gotten a lot of Etsy orders, so I’ve been doing them, and exams! Oh my gosh exams… Exams are so hard, and you have to do a lot of studying. I am so glad I have decided to own an art store instead of actually working at like well someone else’s store or company… I think I would be very happy to own my own shop.

The future is a weird thing, a very weird thing. It all seems like it’s not real, and the past kind of seems that way too. Like a lot of stuff you just forget or you think you remember them because of the stories other people have said. Like history class, you’re able to imagine events based on the stories, and in a way it feels like you had been there, and it had been your memory. But it isn’t really like that. I don’t know how to explain it, or even if I’m making sense. OH! I got the perfect example.

Have you ever had one of those dreams where you feel like it’s not a dream? Like if you pinched yourself it would actually hurt even though you’re dreaming? Imagining things from your past is kind of like that. You don’t really remember them, but you can imagine them. I have done it before. But like a lot of things you actually don’t remember, like what I had for breakfast yesterday? No clue, because I can’t really remember. Because mostly it feels like every day is kind of mixed together, I don’t know if I had caption crunch yesterday or the day before yesterday… It’s all mixed together, and everything that doesn’t feel mixed together, I just don’t remember. Yet there are some things that I do remember, the things that feel important to me, even if they wouldn’t be to you. Like I can remember all of the orders I have to do for me Etsy costumers, even if it’s been days since I looked at my order list. I also remember when I have made plans with friends or family, and certain activities I did with them. I also remember everything I need to do to make art.

Your memory is a strange thing, It makes me wonder if everyone’s memory is the same as mine…