Jace's Photo Journal
Dec 1, 2013 1:21:36 GMT -5
Post by Jacelynn Heron on Dec 1, 2013 1:21:36 GMT -5
Writing as many people know is not really my thing. I'm a photography major, I take pictures of things I like and things that pertain to me. Hence this whole new journal thing I'm doing. For my foundation review, I need to show a portfolio of pictures that I've taken along with my art work. They want us to collage things into our sketchbook, but I'm thinking I'll just flip through and show them some pictures that I take and put in here. I'll just be sure they don't read what goes with them. So here's the first post, a few pictures and some things that have been going on recently.
I went to the lake the other day, just to sit and think. It's been a while since I've been able to face that same spot...the place where he kissed me and just walked away. Things have been so weird lately. Between me trying to figure out what I'm feeling for him and also trying to figure out what he - if he - feels for me. I honestly can't say that I'll ever be completely sure unless we talk things out. But seeing as how every time I'm around him I just get so hyperactive and snapish, I'm not sure that'll ever happen. I want to know what this is, otherwise I'm sure I'll go crazier than I already am. Our latest encounter, though relaxing after the snapping, just confused me further. He complimented my hair and then poof, he was gone again. I'm scared of what I'm feeling and I don't want to lose him, but I can feel our friendship - if that's what it can be called - slipping away and the thought is simply excruciating.
God...and then there's Alessandro. I've been so successful in avoiding him, just pushing away any chance of us running into each other. And what happens? I go out to the club to drink everything to the point of being numb and he's there. I should have just let him be with all of those girls surrounding him, but there was a time just months ago when I would have ripped their faces off because he had been mine. But he's not mine now because my thoughts have been consumed by a beautiful blonde boy with a gorgeous smile that I was lucky enough to see.
#Indarknessletmedwell
I went to the lake the other day, just to sit and think. It's been a while since I've been able to face that same spot...the place where he kissed me and just walked away. Things have been so weird lately. Between me trying to figure out what I'm feeling for him and also trying to figure out what he - if he - feels for me. I honestly can't say that I'll ever be completely sure unless we talk things out. But seeing as how every time I'm around him I just get so hyperactive and snapish, I'm not sure that'll ever happen. I want to know what this is, otherwise I'm sure I'll go crazier than I already am. Our latest encounter, though relaxing after the snapping, just confused me further. He complimented my hair and then poof, he was gone again. I'm scared of what I'm feeling and I don't want to lose him, but I can feel our friendship - if that's what it can be called - slipping away and the thought is simply excruciating.
God...and then there's Alessandro. I've been so successful in avoiding him, just pushing away any chance of us running into each other. And what happens? I go out to the club to drink everything to the point of being numb and he's there. I should have just let him be with all of those girls surrounding him, but there was a time just months ago when I would have ripped their faces off because he had been mine. But he's not mine now because my thoughts have been consumed by a beautiful blonde boy with a gorgeous smile that I was lucky enough to see.
#Indarknessletmedwell
