Skin New, Hands True
Feb 16, 2014 22:17:56 GMT -5
Post by Lucy Serrano-Blaise on Feb 16, 2014 22:17:56 GMT -5
Lucy was adamant that she was going to stick to the plan. Valentine’s day was a day – one made stupider by the proposed holiday placed on it. February 14th meant nothing to the Australian. It just made her want to stay away from the rest of the world, who seemed to be obsessed by the aforementioned stupidity placed upon it.
They’d both agreed not to see each other. It meant Lucy didn’t hang around the night before. She didn’t stay over. She didn’t even communicate with her by any means. She spent her day killing strangers online. It kept her mind busy. But she wasn’t sure if it was easier or more difficult to know that Penny hadn’t tried to contact her either. She was still trying to figure that part out.
When it got late, to the point where it was near midnight, the inconsistent twitch Lucy felt in her fingers had grown more pertinent. She was bored with this already. And the closer the time dragged towards midnight, the more she started to entertain the idea of visiting anyway. Because she wanted to see her. To be obnoxious. To prove she could meticulously keep to the Brit’s schedule. She said no contact on the day itself, and Lucy agreed. But the day was almost over.
She’d wandered the hallway of the girl’s dorm for the last few minutes, checking the time after what felt like an eternity. Really, it was only a few seconds. The lack of a change in the primary numbers just irritated her further.
Still, when it clicked onto 11:59pm, she watched the door for a small amount of time. She wondered if she was alone in this thought; this almost incoherent need to see the day out and be there for the next. Had she been thinking with a sound mind, she likely would have thought she was just as stupid as the day she hated. But she had reasoning on her side. Penny said she’d see her on Saturday.
And it had to be Saturday by now.
Finally pressing forward, Lucy made her way through the vacant common area and to the usual door in question. When it finally opened, which felt like an eternity within itself, Lucy caught sight of her. She took an involuntary breath, and smiled.
“Day’s over.”
They’d both agreed not to see each other. It meant Lucy didn’t hang around the night before. She didn’t stay over. She didn’t even communicate with her by any means. She spent her day killing strangers online. It kept her mind busy. But she wasn’t sure if it was easier or more difficult to know that Penny hadn’t tried to contact her either. She was still trying to figure that part out.
When it got late, to the point where it was near midnight, the inconsistent twitch Lucy felt in her fingers had grown more pertinent. She was bored with this already. And the closer the time dragged towards midnight, the more she started to entertain the idea of visiting anyway. Because she wanted to see her. To be obnoxious. To prove she could meticulously keep to the Brit’s schedule. She said no contact on the day itself, and Lucy agreed. But the day was almost over.
She’d wandered the hallway of the girl’s dorm for the last few minutes, checking the time after what felt like an eternity. Really, it was only a few seconds. The lack of a change in the primary numbers just irritated her further.
Still, when it clicked onto 11:59pm, she watched the door for a small amount of time. She wondered if she was alone in this thought; this almost incoherent need to see the day out and be there for the next. Had she been thinking with a sound mind, she likely would have thought she was just as stupid as the day she hated. But she had reasoning on her side. Penny said she’d see her on Saturday.
And it had to be Saturday by now.
Finally pressing forward, Lucy made her way through the vacant common area and to the usual door in question. When it finally opened, which felt like an eternity within itself, Lucy caught sight of her. She took an involuntary breath, and smiled.
“Day’s over.”