Yasmine Hawthorne
Apr 2, 2014 16:02:47 GMT -5
Post by Yasmine Hawthorne on Apr 2, 2014 16:02:47 GMT -5
The easy S T U F F . . .Name: Yasmine Sage Hawthorne
Nickname: Yazzy, Yaz
Age: Thirty-two (December 31st, 1981)
Member Group: Local/Clinical Psychologist
Power(s):
Aura Reading: Yasmine has the ability to see clouds of colors around people which would be their aura. From this Yasmine can tell the personality and mood of anyone from the colors that surround them. Everyone always has multiple colors around them, usually a main color which would be their personality, and then some small blotches of different colors which would be their mood.
Limitations: Yasmine can’t control people’s auras. She can’t make someone feel something else; it’s all up to them. She can’t feel what they feel; other people’s auras don’t affect her in anyway. She can only see the auras of others that are within 10 feet around her. She can’t see her own aura, even if she looked in a mirror. She can also only see the auras of humans.
Side effects: exhaustion, blurred vision and temporary color-blindness
Play By: Susan CoffeyLet it F L O W . . .
Dairy, page 1
Name: Yasmine Hawthorne
Give to me by: Daddy
My life from: 11
My Favorite
Color: Blue and Purple
Food: Fries
Song: ABC by jackson 5
Group: Art club
Cartoon: Cross between Rugrats, x-men
Movie: Aladdin
Sport: Softball
Game: Perfection, and clue
Subject: Language arts
Pass time: Playing with my dolls
My wish is to: Have my Daddy back
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So, the doctor says I should keep a dairy. This doctor isn’t a medical doctor either, this is a phsichologist? Hmmm… Mental doctor? Yeah I will stick with mental doctor.
My mom made me start going to the mental doctor when Daddy died. Because I started to become very sad, and didn’t want to do anything, or be around anyone. I don’t blame Daddy for his death, but I also do blame him, it’s really confusing. The doctor says it’s okay for me to be confused about how I feel. I know Daddy was doing what he felt like he needed to do, he was in the military, Army if you want details.
I was always scared when he would leave, and I always felt abandon too. I knew him leaving was something he had to do, but he was barely around. I never got to spend a lot of time with him. The doctor says the part I blame him for is me not being able to spend more time with him. Even though I knew what he was doing was the right thing to do. If I have a son, I’m going to name him Devon, after my father.
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Something strange happened to me today. My mom says because of it I’m going to a different school. I don’t know how I feel about this, I don’t want to leave my friends, or my mom and sister. They mean too much to me. But apparently I have no choice… She either sends me to this Hammel School, or someone is going to come from the school and take me. I don’t like that I don’t have a choice. I really don’t, and I really don’t want or need a new school. But apparently I do…
So what made me need to go to a new school? Well, I have this power now, and my mom says I need to go to a new school to learn to control it. I don’t know how much controlling I can do with being able to see people’s auras.
You’re probably wondering how I know it’s auras. I guess I have always liked learning about things like that, like Chinese animals, and the zodiac stuff. So when I came home from school, I went straight to figuring out what I saw. Well after I talked to my mom about it of course.
Auras are kind of weird, and seem a bit make believe. But I guess what’s more make believe than actually seeing them? And going to a school where everyone has a power. I started seeing everyone’s aura when one of my classmates started picking on me. It was a mix of colors, which I looked up, one of the colors was pink, which is weird because that’s the color for love. So does that mean he likes me? It kind of sucks knowing that, considering I’m leaving, I can’t do anything about it. But, what am I going to do?
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It's been a few days since I got powers, Mom’s driving me to Hammel now; yeah we can drive there since we live in Burlington, Vermont. It’s pretty close; mom says that means I can come home on some weekends if I wanted to. This also means I get a new mental doctor, but mom says I shouldn’t worry because the Hammel mental doctors are the best.
I’m still visiting doctors because of my sadness, and the fact that I’ve become what the doctor calls ‘anti-social’. I guess my daddy’s death has affected me more than I realized if I still need to see a doctor.
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Dairy, page 1
Name: Yasmine Hawthorne
Give to me by: my sister
My life from: 14
My Favorite
Color: Blue and Purple
Food: Fries
Song: Black and white by Michael Jackson
Group: Book club
Cartoon: Timon & Pumbaa
Movie: A goofy Movie
Sport: Baseball
Game: Battle ships
Subject: English
Pass time: going to the lake, reading
My goal is to: Be famous one day
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I just found out that my sister manifested and is coming to Hammel too. I really hope we don’t room together.
Ever since I left she has become such a brat, I guess it’s because she was the only sibling at home. It’s so stupid that she’s change so much in the past few years. Mom says she’s been hanging around with the wrong type of people at school. Mom also hopes that she finds new, better friends here, and get her life straight. Though I don’t know how messed up my sister’s life could get at 12…
Anyways!
Life at Hammel is pretty cool. I guess. It’s a lot better than I gave it credit for, and there’s something freeing about it. I guess it’s the fact that my mom isn’t around to boss me around. There are rules here yeah, but not as strict as my moms.
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Dairy, page 1
Name: Yasmine Hawthorne
My life from: 18
My Favorite
Color: Blue and Purple
Food: Sausage Pizza
College: University of Vermont.
Cartoon: Yu Gi Oh
Movie: Mulan
Sport: Baseball
Game: Final Fantasy, banjo kazooie
Subject: Psychology
Pass time: Playing video games
Something you like about yourself: Loyal
Something you hate about yourself: workaholic
My goal is to: Help people
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My first year of college has been pretty insane. I’m loving psychology, I’m so glad I ended up picking it. I’m also pretty glad I decided to go to college. For awhile there I thought I wasn’t going to. Just because I had gotten a bit tired of school in general; but my psychologist helped me get myself back on track. I’m pretty happy about that too.
I’m also glad I chose psychology; I’m not sure what area I’m going to go into. But just the subject and learning everything about it gets me excited.
I actually can't believe I graduated high school. For a period of time I did nothing but study, and nothing but homework. That is actually kind of what got me into not going to college. Because i had worked myself so hard that I just wanted nothing more to do with school after Hammel. Thank god I got over that one. I learned not to put all of my heart and sweat into school work.
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My sister is so challenged… I got a call from you today, and she was drunk. She’s like 16 and she’s drunk. She has really dug herself a hole. I tried to get some sense into her but she doesn’t listen to me. I called mom after I got done talking to her, and mom says that she wouldn’t listen to her either. Even though mom has tried to calmly talk to her. I hate feeling helpless like this.
There is probably a lot of things I could do to help my sister if I knew more about Psychology. But I don’t, and it’s kind of frustrating, and it’s even more frustrating knowing she’s going down this dark endless path. At this point I’m hoping someone at the school sets her straight or tries to help her get better. Because I can’t do much right now.
I’m not a bad sister, I’m truly not. I hang out with her once a week, I would hang out with her more if she wanted to but it’s hard enough trying to get her to hang out at least once during the week. It’s like she doesn’t care, and that really hurts. I hope one day I will be able to help her, and everyone that is going through the same thing as her.
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Dairy, page 1
Name: Yasmine Hawthorne
My life from: 22
My Favorite
Color: Blue and Purple
Food: Waffles
Hobbie: Pottery
Fitness: Zumba
College: University of Vermont.
Cartoon: Fruit basket
Movie: Princess Bride, and the breakfast club
Game: Kingdom Hearts
Subject: Psychology
Pass time: Playing video games, watching movies, and cosplaying
Something you like about yourself: Compassionate
Something you hate about yourself: I’m pretty wimpy
My goal is to: Help people
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So, I graduated this year. Well from getting my Bachelors degree, I still need to get my masters degree. But that only takes two years. Then I need to get my Ph.D, which is time consuming, but something I have to do, so yeah. That takes about five to seven years to get, sometimes longer. It's going to be a tough few years for me, but I don't mind. I'm learning to deal with the stress of a demanding major, which is pretty good for me.
And considering that Pilot Ridge is such a small town, might mean that there could be a job opportunity for me just in general. I don’t think there are many psychologists in town. A lot of students only stick around for schooling, then go back to their home state or country. At least that’s what it seems like, anyways. Which makes sense; I think Hammel populates Pilot Ridge more than anything else. I mean it worked for me, Granted I grew up in Burlington, so I wasn’t that far off of Pilot Ridge. But I can see this small town becoming my home, especially if I can get a job here. I don't think I will have too much stress over finding a job. We will see how it goes.
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So, guess what? I’m getting married! After a year of dating this guy, I’m getting married. My boyfriend of a year just asked me to marry him; it was so sweet and so cute. We went on a picnic in the park, got there like a half hour before sunset, and he proposed right as we were watching the sunset. It was so romantic, and something I will never forget.
We are planning to actually get married after I get my masters. That way I’m not stressed with two things at once. Even thought it would take two years to get married, I still love him. I think it’s a smart idea to wait, considering that would be a lot of stress on me. He’s so considerate, I love that about him.
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Dairy, page 1
Name: Yasmine Hawthorne
My life from: 24
My Favorite
Color: Blue and Purple
Food: Waffles
Hobbie: Pottery, sewing, ATV riding, Camping, and boating
Collection: Posters
Fitness: Zumba, and yoga
Vehicle: Motorcycle
College: University of Vermont.
Cartoon: Teen titans
Movie: Princess Bride, and Pirates of the Caribbean
Game: Call of duty
Subject: Psychology
My goal is to: get my masters, and get married
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So I got my masters! Which is pretty awesome, cause I am pretty proud of myself. That might be egotistical to say, but at this moment I really don’t care. I have butterflies in my stomach, and I just feel so happy. I get to get married now, and plan a wedding! Which I had already started to do a little the past couple of months. We are getting married at the end of the summer. Which isn’t really that bad, but it’s a lot to plan in a short amount of time. Usually people have like a year or six months to plan their wedding. But we will be fine. At least I’m hoping! So here’s to hope.
I also need to get my PH.D which I will get into this coming year, my Fiancée doesn’t like the fact that I am putting so much time into my schooling, but I can’t do what I want without it. It’s something I wish he would understand.
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SO guess what! I am now a married woman! I am a Mrs. Now! It makes butterflies in my stomach. I can’t believe I got married. It’s not like I had second thoughts or anything like that, but with such little time we had to plan it, it just didn’t seem like it was going to happen this year. But thanks to both of our family, we were able to have a perfect wedding.
Except that my maid of honor didn’t show up… Why? Because she got arrested for drunk driving… She pretty much ruined a major day in my life. I don’t know how I can forgive her for this. I know I should, and I still love her. She just crossed a line that I don’t think she can step back from.
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Dairy, page 1
Name: Yasmine Hawthorne
My life from: 29
My Favorite
Color: Blue and Purple
Food: Waffles
Hobbie: Pottery, sewing, ATV riding, Camping, and boating
Collection: Posters
Fitness: Zumba, and yoga
Vehicle: Motorcycle
College: University of Vermont.
Cartoon: Teen titans
Movie: Princess Bride,
Game: Assassin's Creed II
Subject: Psychology
My goal is to: My Ph.D, and get my sister into rehab
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SO my sister has been in and out of jail just because of her addiction, and it’s tearing my family apart. And stressing me out big time, I have been trying to help her. Granted I can’t do that very well since she hasn’t wanted my help. You can’t help someone who doesn’t want to be helped
Today however she had came to me asking for my help. Wish I’m not really surprised about. I knew it was only a matter of time before this life of hers gets to her mentally. It is a lot to deal with. I’m going to try to get her into rehab, because that what she needs, I would completely sit with her and try to help her with this, and I have been so far. However, I don’t feel like I can be the one to fully help her, seeing how she is a family member, I feel more biased, and protective of her, especially since she is my baby sister.
Because of that, we both agreed that she will go into rehab; I have talked to her about her options and what she could do. She thinks rehab is the best choice for her. I feel like she is saying that so she can be away from me and mom, I think she doesn’t want to burden us anymore than she already has. And I can understand her feelings, I mean I have to. I can’t really tell her she hasn’t been a burden because she has, but that doesn’t mean she has to leave us either. The important thing now is that she is willing to help herself. But this might be something she has to do by herself.
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Well, Just got divorced, after five years I’m getting a divorce. Why? Because my husband has been cheating on me for a year, a year. I had my suspicions about it, we stopped having date nights, half because I was just too tired after school to have date nights. I feel like I really put a wedge between us, and I shouldn’t have said yes to marring him knowing that I needed to make a full commitment to my schooling. It wasn’t fair to him. But in the heat of the moment I had said yes, thinking that it would be alright in the end. Obviously not, and what kills me the most is knowning that it was mostly my fault for not paying more attention to him. I tried as best as I could, but my best wasn’t good enough apparently.
Another thing is that I am finishing school this year, I have some clinical fieldwork, which shouldn’t be all that time consuming, or maybe it would. Maybe the whole relationship was a bad idea, considering I really don’t know how much time I can commit to a relationship after I start working.
I can’t really blame him for cheating, I can see why he did it, I neglected him, and didn’t give him the attention he deserved. However, that doesn’t make it hurt any less. And it doesn’t excuse the fact that he never even came to me about his concerns, ever. If he had I would have tried to do even better, and we could have worked this out. But now it’s too late, he has gotten quite attached to this girl, who actually knew he was married. I should have seen some kind of change in his Aura, but I hadn’t, which is the strange part, I guess.
Other news, I'm graduating this year. yay for me...
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Dairy, page 1
Name: Yasmine Hawthorne
My life from: 31
My Favorite
Color: Blue and Purple
Food: Peaches
Hobbie: sewing, ATV riding, Camping, and boating
Collection: Posters
Fitness: Zumba, and yoga
Vehicle: Motorcycle
Cartoon: Teen titans
Movie: The hobbit
Game: Cards against humanity
Pets: Dragon, Milo, Akita
My goal is to: Start dating again.
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So, I have lost track of my journaling. Had to get used to work and all, not to mention when I have free time I just want to not think about anything. But here I am, on my free time, thinking about things.
I finished my schooling, and finished the fieldwork I had to do. In that time not much has happened. I have been too caught up in my job to really start dating again, but I want to start soon.
I have been working independently for a couple years now, it’s all getting easier to handle, the paperwork, people’s problems, but yet I still feel all the stress from it and I don’t know how to quite handle that. I got a new puppy to add to my two ferrets. Yes I realize I might be taking up more than I can chew, but I need the company, and I always wanted a puppy.
There’s not much else to say, I’ve been working, that’s about it.
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