So... Happy Birthday and Stuff (Gryphon)
Apr 19, 2014 4:51:22 GMT -5
Post by Gryphon Matsuoka on Apr 19, 2014 4:51:22 GMT -5
Gryphon kissed the top of Kodi's head, "I know you will." He took up the boy's hand and rubbed a few imaginary circles on it, to try to stop him from possibly crying again. He thought for a moment... this was his Kodi. From what he knew, no-one else had really seen him like this. What most people saw was the feral dentokinetic who didn't care about anyone else. But that wasn't Kodiak. That wasn't him at all.
He chuckled lightly, "Oh really?" he murmured, still smiling a little. The idea was... Gryph had tossed it up a few times in his mind. But... he still wasn't perfectly ready. There was just... something. It wasn't Kodi, it wasn't his own self-confidence, it wasn't anything like that. It was just... when he thought about it, in his head... there was always something that stopped him from being 100% certain. And he wanted to be just so when he made that decision. What pissed him off was the fact that he had no idea what that something was, so he was clueless as to how to change it. Which sucked. Big time.
He gave himself a second to think. The situation was a little different now, after all. Hah, a little different? Kodi was his boyfriend now... but it wasn't to do with trust. Then what was it?! AGH! He tried to hide his self-frustration and took up Kodi's wandering hand with his, a sign that... he couldn't. As much as it confused him and pissed him off.
...nope. Nothing. He didn't... ah, phew. Good. But... go somewhere? He hadn't exactly been planning anything special himself, so... it didn't seem like a bad idea. "...sure. I don't see why not." He said, with a small smile still on his face (did he ever stop smiling, my god...). "Got somethin' in mind?" Kodi'd brought it up, and he looked like he had an idea - was Gryph not supposed to be inquistive about it?
He chuckled lightly, "Oh really?" he murmured, still smiling a little. The idea was... Gryph had tossed it up a few times in his mind. But... he still wasn't perfectly ready. There was just... something. It wasn't Kodi, it wasn't his own self-confidence, it wasn't anything like that. It was just... when he thought about it, in his head... there was always something that stopped him from being 100% certain. And he wanted to be just so when he made that decision. What pissed him off was the fact that he had no idea what that something was, so he was clueless as to how to change it. Which sucked. Big time.
He gave himself a second to think. The situation was a little different now, after all. Hah, a little different? Kodi was his boyfriend now... but it wasn't to do with trust. Then what was it?! AGH! He tried to hide his self-frustration and took up Kodi's wandering hand with his, a sign that... he couldn't. As much as it confused him and pissed him off.
...nope. Nothing. He didn't... ah, phew. Good. But... go somewhere? He hadn't exactly been planning anything special himself, so... it didn't seem like a bad idea. "...sure. I don't see why not." He said, with a small smile still on his face (did he ever stop smiling, my god...). "Got somethin' in mind?" Kodi'd brought it up, and he looked like he had an idea - was Gryph not supposed to be inquistive about it?