Sarcasm (OPEN)
Jul 26, 2014 20:51:18 GMT -5
Post by Rowan Booker on Jul 26, 2014 20:51:18 GMT -5
Rowan had just gotten back from Boston to visit his mother, to see his aunt and take Beat with him. Or rather should he call her Tris? He wasn't sure what was going on in his cousin's mind, but honestly he couldn't judge her if she wanted to be different than what she was before. She was a teenager, that's when the changes began for him, maybe that's how it would be for her. It just scared him not knowing her as well as he had before she came to Hammel. He didn't want to drift from her and he couldn't handle her not wanting him with her anymore. Much as he loved Lucy and as important as she was to him, Beatrice was his family. The only person that was blood-related to him that he felt close to.
His visit to Boston had been probably the worst one since he'd gone to Hammel. His mother was getting more bitter in her age and the older they both got, the more she spat insults at him because he wasn't like her. She said he was getting soft and that he was losing that snarky edge that she'd raised him to have. But what did she know? His mother didn't know anything about him and she didn't know any of what he was going through. He didn't want to be like her, but he was not weak like she made him out to be. He wasn't as dependent as she was...or so he told himself.
The more he thought about her words, the more he played it over in his head, the more irritable he got and he knew if he didn't release this pent up anger somehow, he'd take it out on someone that didn't necessarily deserve it. He was not an angry person and he wasn't about to start being one. Rowan decided that with it being later, Lucy was probably with Penelope and Beatrice didn't want to be around him, so he figured he would get rid of his anger by going to the gym and working out. That was a good release, one that wouldn't get him into trouble or hurt. Hopefully anyway.
Dressed in a pair of baggy sweats and a cut-off, he slipped out of his dorm and made his way to the gym, setting up at a nearby punching bag, not bothering with gloves of any kind. The bruises would linger, but it wasn't anything he couldn't handle. With his iPod plugged in, he blasted Get Scared and closed his eyes before tearing into the bag.
His visit to Boston had been probably the worst one since he'd gone to Hammel. His mother was getting more bitter in her age and the older they both got, the more she spat insults at him because he wasn't like her. She said he was getting soft and that he was losing that snarky edge that she'd raised him to have. But what did she know? His mother didn't know anything about him and she didn't know any of what he was going through. He didn't want to be like her, but he was not weak like she made him out to be. He wasn't as dependent as she was...or so he told himself.
The more he thought about her words, the more he played it over in his head, the more irritable he got and he knew if he didn't release this pent up anger somehow, he'd take it out on someone that didn't necessarily deserve it. He was not an angry person and he wasn't about to start being one. Rowan decided that with it being later, Lucy was probably with Penelope and Beatrice didn't want to be around him, so he figured he would get rid of his anger by going to the gym and working out. That was a good release, one that wouldn't get him into trouble or hurt. Hopefully anyway.
Dressed in a pair of baggy sweats and a cut-off, he slipped out of his dorm and made his way to the gym, setting up at a nearby punching bag, not bothering with gloves of any kind. The bruises would linger, but it wasn't anything he couldn't handle. With his iPod plugged in, he blasted Get Scared and closed his eyes before tearing into the bag.