The caged bird sings {Open}
Jan 13, 2015 19:41:52 GMT -5
Post by Erik Stewart on Jan 13, 2015 19:41:52 GMT -5
Erik had wanted it to be easy. He’d wanted what everyone secretly hoped when they picked up something new, a pencil or an instrument, that he’d been a born natural all along and he just never knew it. He’d pluck the string and a chorus of angels would break out of heaven in a big burst of light to sing Hallelujah, a new Star is born. That was the hope. Instead his fingers plucked clumsily at the guitar strings like a limp donkey, hee-hawing in complaint, or like drops from a constipated water faucet or, speaking of, a really difficult crap.
He’d asked the music instructor if he could stay after hours when there was no class, no band and no strings practice. Sure, she’d said, and he pretended not to notice her look of scrutiny. For a week afterwards he might catch her looking over him, trying to suss out whether or not he was going to break the equipment, or else do something unsavory, but all he did was strum and eventually she must have gotten bored of watching. She rarely stayed over to keep an eye on him anymore.
She might have thought he’d get bored, too, like a lot of other things. But he didn’t. By the end of two weeks he was able to play the first verse all right and he was a bit proud of himself for it.
Sometimes he sang. Not for long: there was something embarrassing about singing to an empty room.
Not many people stumbled in after class was over. It was too cold to be wandering about in mid-January; most tucked themselves away in theirs or each other’s rooms, or else sought something warm to eat. Erik was startled badly, then, when the double doors began to open. His fingers stuttered over the strings, leaving behind a cacophony of sour notes.