Tell me where have you been? (Open)
Mar 11, 2015 1:17:29 GMT -5
Post by Cianna "Cici" Rivers on Mar 11, 2015 1:17:29 GMT -5
Today was not Cici's day. The small teen sat on the shore of the lake knees pulled to her chest, staring over it absently. Her normally cheerful eyes were uncharacteristically sad, and though she would deny it if asked, just moments earlier she had been on the brink of tears. What was bothering the normally optimistic girl? She had just received a letter from her father. Normally, this would seem like a good thing, however, she had only received one letter. One. Meaning her older brother Seth hadn't, for reasons unknown to her, replied to her letter. Again. She hadn't heard from him in years.
She didn't know why he had been ignoring her, but the last letter her father had sent her had been very specific, saying, "Your brother is well, Cici. He doesn't however, wish to write to you. Nor does he wish to see you at all. I'm sorry." It wasn't the first time her dad had written her something like that, but nevertheless it still stung. She was hoping she would've gotten over it by now. Apparently not.
In fact, the said letter was in her hand, and she clenched the hand holding it, screwing the letter up. Why was her brother cutting her out of his life? What did she do? If only she knew, then maybe she could do something to fix it, after all, he was the most important person to her in the world! Even more important than her parents, if only just. Staring at the screwed up letter in her hand, she clenched her fist tighter as a fresh wave of sadness swept over her, and lowered her head onto her knees. She probably did do something to upset him all those years ago. Why else would he cut off all contact and avoid seeing her completely? Though she felt as if they were about to cry, no tears came, and the kiwi girl sighed. She wouldn't cry. She refused to. It would do no good anyway. In fact, her whole relationship with her brother reminded her of that song by Sleeping With Sirens, A Trophy Father's Trophy Son, and she began to sing the sing softly, the emotion in her clear voice palpable. The only thing was, instead of that song being about her father, for her it was her brother.
"Father, father, tell me where have you been?
It's been hell not having you here
I've been missing you so bad
And you don't seem to care
When I go to sleep at night, you're not there
When I go to sleep at night, do you care?"
She didn't know why he had been ignoring her, but the last letter her father had sent her had been very specific, saying, "Your brother is well, Cici. He doesn't however, wish to write to you. Nor does he wish to see you at all. I'm sorry." It wasn't the first time her dad had written her something like that, but nevertheless it still stung. She was hoping she would've gotten over it by now. Apparently not.
In fact, the said letter was in her hand, and she clenched the hand holding it, screwing the letter up. Why was her brother cutting her out of his life? What did she do? If only she knew, then maybe she could do something to fix it, after all, he was the most important person to her in the world! Even more important than her parents, if only just. Staring at the screwed up letter in her hand, she clenched her fist tighter as a fresh wave of sadness swept over her, and lowered her head onto her knees. She probably did do something to upset him all those years ago. Why else would he cut off all contact and avoid seeing her completely? Though she felt as if they were about to cry, no tears came, and the kiwi girl sighed. She wouldn't cry. She refused to. It would do no good anyway. In fact, her whole relationship with her brother reminded her of that song by Sleeping With Sirens, A Trophy Father's Trophy Son, and she began to sing the sing softly, the emotion in her clear voice palpable. The only thing was, instead of that song being about her father, for her it was her brother.
"Father, father, tell me where have you been?
It's been hell not having you here
I've been missing you so bad
And you don't seem to care
When I go to sleep at night, you're not there
When I go to sleep at night, do you care?"