Express (Kit)
Jan 18, 2016 2:19:43 GMT -5
Post by Kitrana Moore on Jan 18, 2016 2:19:43 GMT -5
"Who, Keri? Oh she was great! Me, her, and Tracy were just really good friends for forever. Both were super good cuddlers and they actually spoke enough English for me to talk to. Keri was German and I think Tracy was .. Maybe from the Netherlands? It's way different overseas where the countries are so much smaller. So much more culture mixing going on. Language is a bigger deal than nudity for the most part - or at least that's how it felt to me - and.. it's just different."
Kit finished putting the bleach in Jo's hair and took off her gloves, setting things aside on top of her tote, then setting a timer. "But anyway.. Yeah, Keri was brutally intelligent sometimes. It almost scared me how smart she was. And I could just lay on her lap for forever and listen to her explain things I didn't even know existed. And one night she was explaining something about how healthy sex is, and how wrong it was that so many people thought it was wrong to be open and promiscuous, how dumb it was that it made a difference to people what gender another person was. How love was love whether it was physical, romantic, friendship, or any other kind, and how physical love was just /good/ and shouldn't be restricted or pidgeonholed like it is..
"Well Tracy was there and just kinda petting my leg and I was sleepy and relaxed and I stretched a bit and I jokingly said that she should give me some, since Tracy always talked about how much love she had to give... and the next thing I knew Tracy was making out with me and Keri was... I don't even know what she was doing, but I have never felt anything quite the same since. I must have had dopamine oozing out of my pores by the time I came back to reality. --You can totally move now, by the way. Get comfy, just don't let your hair touch anything you don't want getting bleached." Kit had been dragging her fingertips back and forth across Jo's collarbone as she was reminiscing.. She wasn't sure when she'd started.
"Anyway.. Bit of a life-changing experience, ya know? And.. Even beforehand I'd never really looked at people as 'a girl' first and 'Tracy' after. Tracy was Tracy, and she happened to be a girl, right? Well Keri was Keri.. and Keri was a girl. But us I was laying there catching my breath I was laying across her lap and.. felt something pressing against my back. And it occurred to me that I wasn't surprised or offended or.. anything. Keri was just Keri. And it wasn't five minutes later that there was more blackout pleasure happening because I couldn't just.. NOT do something about how fucking wonderful I'd been made to feel. So Kerri was trans and I'll be damned if she wasn't all the better for being it, ya know?"
Kit fell back on the bed and stared at the ceiling. "I am not doing a good job of not coming across as a nympho, huh? Oh well. Sex is awesome. Let people call me a nympho. But I'm not interested in casual 'unh-unh-unh ahh' sex. Boring. Plain. I'm interested in real sex. Freely and gladly giving pleasure to another person. Keri was masterful at it. Lots of love to give. And.. how many people lost the chance to experience how awesome she was intellectually or physically just because she was trans? It's so dumb to hate somebody or dismiss somebody just because they aren't like you.. If you're gonna hate somebody, hate them for their repeated bad choices, not for their circumstance.. the stuff they have no control over. Keri was born a boy but she wasn't a boy. Keri was one of the most gloriously female beings I've ever met."
And Kit sat back up looking a little sad. "I honestly think I might have been in love with her.. But I knew my family was coming back here.. and I knew she had Tracy.. and Tracy was pretty awesome too. Shame. If it could have worked, it would have been wonderful." She glanced at the timer before she curled up and fell over on the bed again, stealing one of Jo's pillows to get comfy.
"How about you? Any boyfriends? Girlfriends? Friend-friends? More-than-friends? What's your type? Tell me more about your brother or.. I dunno. Tell me who you are. I don't have enough people to love. Everybody could use at least one close, no-judgement friend. Those people are hard to find. If you're not gonna let me show you how much fun girls can be, I can at least be that for you, yeah? Tell me a secret."
Kit finished putting the bleach in Jo's hair and took off her gloves, setting things aside on top of her tote, then setting a timer. "But anyway.. Yeah, Keri was brutally intelligent sometimes. It almost scared me how smart she was. And I could just lay on her lap for forever and listen to her explain things I didn't even know existed. And one night she was explaining something about how healthy sex is, and how wrong it was that so many people thought it was wrong to be open and promiscuous, how dumb it was that it made a difference to people what gender another person was. How love was love whether it was physical, romantic, friendship, or any other kind, and how physical love was just /good/ and shouldn't be restricted or pidgeonholed like it is..
"Well Tracy was there and just kinda petting my leg and I was sleepy and relaxed and I stretched a bit and I jokingly said that she should give me some, since Tracy always talked about how much love she had to give... and the next thing I knew Tracy was making out with me and Keri was... I don't even know what she was doing, but I have never felt anything quite the same since. I must have had dopamine oozing out of my pores by the time I came back to reality. --You can totally move now, by the way. Get comfy, just don't let your hair touch anything you don't want getting bleached." Kit had been dragging her fingertips back and forth across Jo's collarbone as she was reminiscing.. She wasn't sure when she'd started.
"Anyway.. Bit of a life-changing experience, ya know? And.. Even beforehand I'd never really looked at people as 'a girl' first and 'Tracy' after. Tracy was Tracy, and she happened to be a girl, right? Well Keri was Keri.. and Keri was a girl. But us I was laying there catching my breath I was laying across her lap and.. felt something pressing against my back. And it occurred to me that I wasn't surprised or offended or.. anything. Keri was just Keri. And it wasn't five minutes later that there was more blackout pleasure happening because I couldn't just.. NOT do something about how fucking wonderful I'd been made to feel. So Kerri was trans and I'll be damned if she wasn't all the better for being it, ya know?"
Kit fell back on the bed and stared at the ceiling. "I am not doing a good job of not coming across as a nympho, huh? Oh well. Sex is awesome. Let people call me a nympho. But I'm not interested in casual 'unh-unh-unh ahh' sex. Boring. Plain. I'm interested in real sex. Freely and gladly giving pleasure to another person. Keri was masterful at it. Lots of love to give. And.. how many people lost the chance to experience how awesome she was intellectually or physically just because she was trans? It's so dumb to hate somebody or dismiss somebody just because they aren't like you.. If you're gonna hate somebody, hate them for their repeated bad choices, not for their circumstance.. the stuff they have no control over. Keri was born a boy but she wasn't a boy. Keri was one of the most gloriously female beings I've ever met."
And Kit sat back up looking a little sad. "I honestly think I might have been in love with her.. But I knew my family was coming back here.. and I knew she had Tracy.. and Tracy was pretty awesome too. Shame. If it could have worked, it would have been wonderful." She glanced at the timer before she curled up and fell over on the bed again, stealing one of Jo's pillows to get comfy.
"How about you? Any boyfriends? Girlfriends? Friend-friends? More-than-friends? What's your type? Tell me more about your brother or.. I dunno. Tell me who you are. I don't have enough people to love. Everybody could use at least one close, no-judgement friend. Those people are hard to find. If you're not gonna let me show you how much fun girls can be, I can at least be that for you, yeah? Tell me a secret."