Breaking point [open]
Jan 1, 2016 11:31:59 GMT -5
Post by Lucas Blacke on Jan 1, 2016 11:31:59 GMT -5
First run of the new year.. that was supposed to give you a good feeling right? But instead it gave Luke just something to think about what had happened the year before and thinking about all that what had happened sucked balls.. for the most part anyway. The fun part was him getting a relationship.. multiple times before fucking it up himself only to go on and be what he absolutely didn't want, and that just ended up in more pain both for him and others.
He had met some good and fun people, but the most long lived contact out of all of them was definitely Anthy, she got to see him in two different relationships and got to see him fuck up both. One of which she was the actual reason for. But even she left.. leaving him with little to nothing in his life. Yes he had the fun of finally knowing his parents and being able to share it with someone, but he wasn't about to knock eighteen years of knowledge just because he finally met his mommy and daddy, and certainly not after what they did to him.
Lucas felt himself getting aggressive and was instantly reminded of his martial arts, maybe hitting things could help him calm down a bit or something.. but then again he would just be reminded of things he wanted to forget that had to do with it. Like Karalie, Sawyer, Anthy.. he didn't want to actually forget Anthy because she hadn't hurt him, but.. she left him behind and didn't even tell him where she went. Nothing, not even a phone call or a text message.. he supposed this was what he was worth to people..
It wasn't fun, and he picked up the pace just to have something else to think about. The weather was still cold but he was still getting warmer as he went on, and half of him began to contemplate taking off his shirt for a second to cool down. But on second thought, if anyone was to see him they'd probably yell at him for even wearing just a shirt and shorts in this weather.
He had met some good and fun people, but the most long lived contact out of all of them was definitely Anthy, she got to see him in two different relationships and got to see him fuck up both. One of which she was the actual reason for. But even she left.. leaving him with little to nothing in his life. Yes he had the fun of finally knowing his parents and being able to share it with someone, but he wasn't about to knock eighteen years of knowledge just because he finally met his mommy and daddy, and certainly not after what they did to him.
Lucas felt himself getting aggressive and was instantly reminded of his martial arts, maybe hitting things could help him calm down a bit or something.. but then again he would just be reminded of things he wanted to forget that had to do with it. Like Karalie, Sawyer, Anthy.. he didn't want to actually forget Anthy because she hadn't hurt him, but.. she left him behind and didn't even tell him where she went. Nothing, not even a phone call or a text message.. he supposed this was what he was worth to people..
It wasn't fun, and he picked up the pace just to have something else to think about. The weather was still cold but he was still getting warmer as he went on, and half of him began to contemplate taking off his shirt for a second to cool down. But on second thought, if anyone was to see him they'd probably yell at him for even wearing just a shirt and shorts in this weather.
