Ignorance. [open]
Jun 7, 2010 20:44:33 GMT -5
Post by L.C. Milliner on Jun 7, 2010 20:44:33 GMT -5
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One would think that, being a ‘private academy’, Hammel Institute would have much better lunches.
“Well, can’t complain about free food.” The pale girl sitting by herself said, swirling her chicken strip through a pool of ketchup. She only had two more left, but she knew from experience she would still be hungry. She was fairly certain the extra vegetables weren’t going to tide her over until supper either. As she polished off the last of her ketchup covered meat, she dusted breading off her fingers and looked around, feeling like a prairie dog as her head swiveled above the heads of the other students. The room was sparsely populated, but it still seemed like nobody wanted to get close to her today. Her whole table row was entirely empty as well as the one behind her. She blamed Saturdays. Most students didn’t eat lunch in school on Saturdays. They took the money their parents gave them and went out to restaurants. It was kind of like how no one ate dinner there except her.
“Freakin’ free lunches. Jujubees.” She muttered, choking down some more chicken as she longed for a cheeseburger from McDonalds instead. She wished vainly for money. She needed money. She always had needed money. Holding up the remainder of her last piece of meat, she leaned her head on her hand. “Well, L.C., what have you always done when you needed money? Stolen, right? Well gee, look how well that turned out.” She popped her food into her mouth, picking up her fork to stab at some green beans. Limp and disgusting, she realized eating them was going to be a chore in itself. She sat the fork down, rubbing her eyes as she felt her skin prickling. She resisted the urge to scratch it and instead focused on not falling asleep over her lunch.
Looking at herself in the concave portion of her unused spoon, she noticed how ghastly she looked. Her eyes were rimmed with red and her skin looked as pale as a sheet. The bleached blonde of her hair didn’t help her, and neither did her outfit. The white t-shirt under her grey tank top nearly blended into her skin, the lines of the top showed she was unhealthily thin. Was she becoming anorexic? The thought of it made her pick up her fork again, daring to digest the rubbery green beans that had gone cold long before she had finished her chicken. She looked in the spoon once more and rubbed the skin under her eye lightly. She blamed it on the nightmares. It was the twisting terror that crawled into her bed to ruin her sleep each night, making her bolt up screaming with six inch spikes tearing out of her skin, ripping up pajamas and bed sheets to the point where casualties were into the triple digits.
“Jujubees.” She repeated, pushing her tray away to lay her forehead against the table. She resisted the urge to stab a hole through it the size of a quarter and took off her hat, revealing browning roots coming in. ‘Note to self, hair must be bleached again soon. Consider that tongue piercing while you’re in the mall. Buy painkillers and sleeping pills. Talk to the nurse about horse tranquilizers.’ she folded her hands in her lap, concentrating more on closing her eyes to rest then what other people may have been doing around her. Some may have thought a cafeteria table was an odd place to rest, but it served her knees just fine.
It wasn’t like she was about to finish her lunch, anyway.