fish for breakfast -open-
May 19, 2010 2:42:11 GMT -5
Post by Piper Crumin on May 19, 2010 2:42:11 GMT -5
She didn't even know why she came to cafeteria.
Sure; it was nicer than most schools' cafeterias. It was bright and had comfortable seats and tables that seemed more secluded than the long picnic tables that her other schools had had. It was more like a large restaurant and felt very homey. That's probably why she had come there.
Plus she was feeling awfully lonely since she left her godfather's house. And even though she hadn't really gotten any friends, just being around people made her feel much better. Not really, but she liked to think that those around her were similar to her. She liked looking at each of the students, and wondering what they could do. What they had to do to keep their weaknesses at bay, and what they had to do to control their gifts.
Piper picked at her fish. Fish was not a good breakfast food. The cafeteria was serving something else, but really Piper couldn't take a risk on food that had been made for the masses. She couldn't risk something being slightly undercooked, or for the fruit to be a few days too ripe.
The fact was, that she was scared, or Piper would probably eat like a normal kid since she was out of the watchful eye of her father. She was scared that she could do all these fantastic things; things that she had dreamed of when she was on the streets of Chicago, running away from some gang whose territory she had stumbled upon to. She was scared that getting a tiny virus would be the death of her. Perhaps if she got the chickenpox again the little red dots would destroy her body. Piper had been in bed too much and knew how badly her body reacted to what would only be a sniffle for someone with an average immune system.
So she picked at her fish, secretly wanting pancakes and bacon and eggs like the other kids were having, but she wouldn't dare.
The brunette girl sighed, forcing herself to eat the lukewarm cod. If she had been normal, she would have gone without, but her body couldn't do that. And the only thing that Piper thought about as she choked down her imperfect breakfast food was how unfair it was.
It was unfair that the other kids didn't have to watch what they ate, or how little or much clothing they were wearing. Sure, she could walk across a laundry line no problem, but it was times like this that she really wondered if it would be too terrible to go back to the way things were. To be a normal teenage girl, not stuck in some school for the freakish. To be able to share sodas and have sleepovers in tanktops and panties.
Piper also thought about other things. Would she ever be able to be in love with someone? If she could, would she be able to kiss the girl she would fall in love with? Even if she could, would she be able to have the bravery to do so?
It took bravery to kiss someone when you were a teenager.
When you were a teenager who got sick so easily, it took even more bravery.
-At least, that's what Piper thought. She looked down at her plate; her fish was half-gone, and her mouth had an icky taste in it. She knew the fish was fine, but the taste was something that she didn't really like that day. Then again, when you were thinking about kisses, fish didn't really live up to what your mouth expected.
Not that Piper knew that, she just thought that being kissed would be something wonderful.
She knew how stupid and cliche` it sounded, but she still liked to daydream about it.
She growled a bit, picking bones out of the bloodless meat. She hated herself when she thought about such things. When she thought about love and life and wondered if she would ever have something so spectacular when she already had a gift so spectacular. It was selfish of her to want more. It was selfish to want something ordinary when she was so extraordinary.
Piper put another bite into her mouth, chewing it thoughtfully, looking over the room of people. Cliques formed in all places, she guessed, as the groups in the tables looked very similar to her old schools. Yeah, this school was very different with a unique kind of people there, but Piper was still alone.
She took another bite of her fish, it felt mushy and dry at the same time on her tongue, she swallowed anyway. She would leave the cafeteria soon, and go about doing her crazy stunts that made her superficially happy for awhile.
"Damn." She whispered to herself, stabbing her remaining fish violently with her fork. Not even thinking about what she could do made her feel better about the lack of companionship.
Stupid world.
Stupid gift.
Stupid sickness.
Stupid fish.
Sure; it was nicer than most schools' cafeterias. It was bright and had comfortable seats and tables that seemed more secluded than the long picnic tables that her other schools had had. It was more like a large restaurant and felt very homey. That's probably why she had come there.
Plus she was feeling awfully lonely since she left her godfather's house. And even though she hadn't really gotten any friends, just being around people made her feel much better. Not really, but she liked to think that those around her were similar to her. She liked looking at each of the students, and wondering what they could do. What they had to do to keep their weaknesses at bay, and what they had to do to control their gifts.
Piper picked at her fish. Fish was not a good breakfast food. The cafeteria was serving something else, but really Piper couldn't take a risk on food that had been made for the masses. She couldn't risk something being slightly undercooked, or for the fruit to be a few days too ripe.
The fact was, that she was scared, or Piper would probably eat like a normal kid since she was out of the watchful eye of her father. She was scared that she could do all these fantastic things; things that she had dreamed of when she was on the streets of Chicago, running away from some gang whose territory she had stumbled upon to. She was scared that getting a tiny virus would be the death of her. Perhaps if she got the chickenpox again the little red dots would destroy her body. Piper had been in bed too much and knew how badly her body reacted to what would only be a sniffle for someone with an average immune system.
So she picked at her fish, secretly wanting pancakes and bacon and eggs like the other kids were having, but she wouldn't dare.
The brunette girl sighed, forcing herself to eat the lukewarm cod. If she had been normal, she would have gone without, but her body couldn't do that. And the only thing that Piper thought about as she choked down her imperfect breakfast food was how unfair it was.
It was unfair that the other kids didn't have to watch what they ate, or how little or much clothing they were wearing. Sure, she could walk across a laundry line no problem, but it was times like this that she really wondered if it would be too terrible to go back to the way things were. To be a normal teenage girl, not stuck in some school for the freakish. To be able to share sodas and have sleepovers in tanktops and panties.
Piper also thought about other things. Would she ever be able to be in love with someone? If she could, would she be able to kiss the girl she would fall in love with? Even if she could, would she be able to have the bravery to do so?
It took bravery to kiss someone when you were a teenager.
When you were a teenager who got sick so easily, it took even more bravery.
-At least, that's what Piper thought. She looked down at her plate; her fish was half-gone, and her mouth had an icky taste in it. She knew the fish was fine, but the taste was something that she didn't really like that day. Then again, when you were thinking about kisses, fish didn't really live up to what your mouth expected.
Not that Piper knew that, she just thought that being kissed would be something wonderful.
She knew how stupid and cliche` it sounded, but she still liked to daydream about it.
She growled a bit, picking bones out of the bloodless meat. She hated herself when she thought about such things. When she thought about love and life and wondered if she would ever have something so spectacular when she already had a gift so spectacular. It was selfish of her to want more. It was selfish to want something ordinary when she was so extraordinary.
Piper put another bite into her mouth, chewing it thoughtfully, looking over the room of people. Cliques formed in all places, she guessed, as the groups in the tables looked very similar to her old schools. Yeah, this school was very different with a unique kind of people there, but Piper was still alone.
She took another bite of her fish, it felt mushy and dry at the same time on her tongue, she swallowed anyway. She would leave the cafeteria soon, and go about doing her crazy stunts that made her superficially happy for awhile.
"Damn." She whispered to herself, stabbing her remaining fish violently with her fork. Not even thinking about what she could do made her feel better about the lack of companionship.
Stupid world.
Stupid gift.
Stupid sickness.
Stupid fish.