Letters to Home

[Lucah Ivaskov]

Dearest Father,

I write to you on this fine day from my small yet homey quarters, only to inform you of my thoughts on my new discovery of freedom. Freedom, a lovely word really, that which I had not truly known the meaning of until now in this far away country. My new found freedoms I am speaking of are as follows: the freedom to act as I wish, the freedom to do as I wish, the freedom to choose my own friends, the freedom to court (or "date" a term used quite often in America) whomever I so choose and finally, freedom from you, Father. All of these freedoms I have come to love. They simply are a luxury to have, whether you approve or not. It doesn't matter to me any longer.

Now on to a more calming matter (I wouldn't want you to sporadically combust...at least not yet). America. It's a very different, strangely different country I must say. The saying they use, well you'd find some quite humorous, though most are typical American nonsense. My favorite saying as of now isn't a polite notion, but it is used frequently, "Bite me." Who comes up with these charming and somewhat derogatory little Americanisms? I'll never know, but whoever it was, I applaud him.

Father, I think you'd find yet another American trait fascinating and so very useful, it is called "sarcasm." Sarcasm is when you exaggerate your tone while saying the complete opposite of what you really mean and/or think. It's quite brilliant I must admit. Though the "peer" (a term I am required to use to describe them) that I learned it from uses it so much that I've strongly considered strangling him (of course you would be able to understand why).

You once told me, Father, that all Americans are stupid, useless beings. I have come to know a few that you would be describing. In fact, I live with one. Yes I did indeed say "live." These imbeciles throw three to four students into a smaller version of a condominium ( I didn't think it possible, a living space smaller than a condo, who knew?). Sure, we get our own private rooms, but everything else is so crowded.

Anyway, back to the topic at hand, My "dormmates" are quite interesting. The stupid, useless being I mentioned, was the first one I met. His name is Nico Dahl, but whatever you do, DO NOT call him Nico...his birth-name. He prefers Nin...NIN for Heaven's sake! I got the joy of hearing this young man "sing" an obnoxious version of an already obnoxious song. My hearing was slightly impaired.

The other man's name whom I have met, is Tom Rever, a very paranoid man at that. It's as if he doesn't believe anyone is real. I'm assuming it's due to his power (not that you want to hear of such things). He enjoys watching Criminal Minds (something I've come to enjoy watching as well). It's about the FBI catching some rather disturbed criminals. (Look it up, you might actual like their methods.)

I have yet to meet my last dormmate, Logan Hewitte. I don't really know anything abut him, other than his name.

With that I shall bid you adieu. Tell my dear Jezebel I miss her terribly and that I look forward to seeing her soon. Pass my regards to the rest of the family. I'll be awaiting your response, hopefully the Postal Service will not screw it up.

Your son,
Lucah

P.S. I may have made a new friend. He's musical and he has the same power as I do.

[Lucah Ivaskov]

Dear Father,

It's been quite some time since I wrote to you because your last letter upset me greatly. Telling me I'm not allowed to visit for the summer because I'm a bad influence on my baby sister is cruel even for you. I miss Jezebel more than you can imagine. Whether you like it or not, she and I will be seeing each other sooner or later. I know she's going to be developing her power soon. Mother would be proud of us both for having such great abilities like she did. You unfortunately just can't accept it.

Well I'm writing to tell you of my new friends. One is a little girl that is Jez's age. Her name is Serenity and she's a ball of energy for sure. She's a very nice little girl and I adore her. The one I mentioned in my last letter is Zaeric. He plays guitar and writes his own music. He has the same power as I do and he's pretty laid back which is a nice change. Another one is the lovely Adrianna. Now that relationship is a bit of love and hate both. She reminds me so much of Jezebel though. The looks and all are just uncanny.

Now for my best news. I've found a young lady here that I believe it or not have started falling for. Of course I can just imagine your face as you're reading this. Yes Father, I am falling for a girl that is not your pick. She isn't Romanian, she can't speak Romanian, but I really like her. She's smart, she's sweet, she likes classical music and loves the outdoors. I showed her a picture of our home and she can see the beauty of it. Her name is Belle and her name describes her beautifully. Of course you wouldn't think so because you prefer the dark haired beauties that are native in Romania, but her blond hair is like the sun. It's so golden and it shines. Her eyes are too beautiful for words to describe.

Gag and huff all you want father. I really do like her. So thank you for not allowing me to come out for the summer because if I had, I may not have met her.

Your loving and happy son,
Lucah

[Lucah Ivaskov]

Father,

Well now that summer is nearly over, I've been thinking about the future. My time at Hammel is coming to an end soon and I need to begin thinking about college and my job. I know you are going to want me to come back to Romania, but I don't think that's going to happen. Yes I can hear your ongoing mumbling about my responsibility and duty as an Ivaskov. How I need to come back to get married to what's-her-face and fulfill my purpose for existing. I get it. But it won't happen. I'm going to stay here in Pilot Ridge, maybe go to U of V and get a job, at least until Jezebel graduates from Hammel. I wouldn't leave her again. I couldn't.

I understand my responsibilities, but I'm done doing what you want me to. I'm an independent individual now Father and there's nothing you can do about that. I've become a man and this is my first action as a man. You don't scare me anymore. I will not live under your control any longer. I'm sorry I couldn't tell you this in person like a true man, but this is all I am capable of.

Punish me with your words, or by disowning me, I don't care anymore. I was disowned by you before my mother died, so it's nothing new. Have a good life Father. I'll see you whenever you 'pull the stick out of your ass,' as Americans would say.

Lucah

P.S. I will tell Jezebel everything you have sheltered her from. Be ready to be hated by both of your children.

[Lucah Ivaskov]

((I figured I'd send a letter to Lucah from his darling father and also a letter in response from Lucah))



Son,

Lately it seems you have been quite disrespectful. Distancing yourself from family, disgracing our name, and falling for a woman you will never be with. Shame is what you have brought to not only myself, but also the rest of your family and Vasilissa's family. They trusted you with their daughter and in order to form peace between our families, we were counting on you. How could you put us through this? It is a very selfish thing to do Lucah. And I will not stand for it.

I may have let your immaturity slip past me once without consequence, but I will not allow it anymore. You are an Ivaskov. A name that has more meaning than you will ever know. Your disrespect and childish behavior will not be tolerated. So, I will be staying in touch, whether you like it or not and if I must, I will sabotage your relationship with that stuttering, unworthy American girl, whom you love oh so much.

If you have a problem with any of this, I do not really care. I am the father, you are the son. You do as I say. I will be expecting a reply and you should expect another visit from me soon. Inform your sister and make sure she looks presentable. This will be a family gathering. No American girls, just you and your sister.

Your Father,
Dimitri

[Lucah Ivaskov]

((Lucah's response))

Dimitri,

Look forward to seeing you. Hopefully you don't have a heart-attack because I'm not going to do anything you say. Ever. Get a clue, I've changed and I'm not going back. I'll tell Jezebel and I wouldn't imagine bringing Belle to see you again after what you did last time.

Good luck with the sabotage you heartless dick. No wonder Mom was so unhappy with you.

Bite me,
Lucah

[Lucah Ivaskov]

Dimitri,

It's been a while since we've spoken, but I feel that I should probably give you an update on the events that have occurred after out last meeting. Oh you remember. The day that you took my baby sister from me? Yeah, well you should also remember what you said to me before you left. What was it again?

Ah yes, you told me that if Belle and I split up and I started acting like a mature young man again that Jezebel would be allowed to come back. Well, Father, your wish has come true. Belle and I have been separated for a few months now and thanks to you and the man I've become, she hates me. It's for the best I suppose. She'd never be happy with a man that has turned into his father. A man who's incapable of loving and caring about her well-being. A man like you.

You said Jez would come back to Hammel if I did what you asked and I have. Now, send her back and let her finish her education here. I'll be graduating soon enough and she can live with me once I get an apartment. I'm not going back to Romania right away because I'd like to stay with her while she finishes school.

Oh and another thing you should know. I'm not you quite yet. I've got someone keeping me from hitting rock bottom and let's just say, she's a lot like mom. But Father, I plan on being different than you and actually making her happy if we do end up making a relationship out of this. You won't be meeting her right away either, but Jezebel will and you can get your information from her. If you send Jez back, I'll see if I can be a bit more polite and respectful to you, but for now, I don't see any reason to be.

Your son,
Lucah

[Lucah Ivaskov]

My Dearest Jezebel,

I miss you, first and foremost. The distance is literally driving me to insanity. So much has happened since you left and now, I just don't know how much longer I can handle it. I've written to father and I'm hoping desperately that he'll do as I've asked. I'm dying to have you back dulce mea (my sweet), if only for a little longer.

Graduation is approaching and I told father that I plan to stay in Vermont at least until you've finished your schooling. But my decision keeps faltering. Not because of you Jez, but because of all the pain I seem to cause those around me. Belle hates me now and every time I look at her...I see you. I see what it would be like if you hated me and it's unbearable. I don't know what to do anymore Jez.

I'm hoping to see you soon, love. Give Nausiica my best, along with that silly pet raven of yours. Be good for Father, even if he talks badly of me. We'll be together soon and I'll fill you in on the rest of the misfortune I've brought myself.

Tu iubesc (I love you),
Lucah

[Lucah Ivaskov]

Dimitri,

I see that you have decided not to stay true to our deal. No Jezebel, no respect. This summer was the time that I was supposed to marry Vasilissa, but I've already sent a letter to her and her family apologizing for the situation. As I told you before, I'm not marrying her and I'm not going back to Romania. Send Jezebel back and maybe then we will talk about the arrangements.

I've been accepted to the University here in Vermont, so if you do send my sister back, she'll have a place to live, she'll be safe and I'll take care of her. You can then focus on counseling and maybe loosening up a bit old man. At this rate, you could have a heart attack at any moment. I'd hate for that to put a damper on your career, how would you live? Here's some advice: Relax. Stop being so god-damned stubborn and learn how to respect people and their decisions.

You do that, and you might get your son back. If you don't, you won't be hurting my feelings. It's up to you Father, but just know that if you keep this up, you very well could lose Jezebel, too. Then you'll be left with nothing by your job. But wait, isn't that what you've always wanted? After all, you neglected my mother in order to do your job.

Well, I've said what I need to. One more time, just give me my sister back.

Lucah