What's your Poison? (Open)
Mar 23, 2011 15:17:41 GMT -5
Post by Yulia Sokolov on Mar 23, 2011 15:17:41 GMT -5
Yulia was caught between two urges when it came to the house right now. Part of her wanted to stay there and take care of Ben, sick as he was with the flu already. However as she tried to do this she found that she didn’t really have an instinct for it. She got the dosing wrong for the cough syrup, brought home the wrong medicine, and generally failed at caretaking. She had even burned the soup that she had tried to make him, she hadn’t even known that soup could burn. In the wake of that came the other urge, the urge for her to be anywhere else right now.
She was tired of the mistakes she was making, and honestly she was no one’s nurse. She tended to inflict damage, not heal others. She could go to visit those she had met since she had moved to Hammel, but she wasn’t sure if she knew anyone well enough to stop by unannounced.
Yulia pulled her coat on and stepped outside. There were still a few snow flakes falling but they were few and far between. The ground was brown and yellow, matted with damp dead grass. Despite all of that there was a faint earthy smell, one that signalled the very slow coming of spring. She liked it better than Russia, it got warmer here so much sooner than it ever did there.
Yulia sat down on the steps outside of the house, leaning on the handrail on the right. She pulled her pack of cigarettes and a liter out of one of the coat pockets. She didn’t bother putting away the pack, just placing it down next to her instead. She lit up and took a long drag on the cigarette. She breathed out a plume of smoke. She leaned back a little, already deciding that if Ben wasn’t feeling up to cooking tonight that she was definitely ordering out.
She was tired of the mistakes she was making, and honestly she was no one’s nurse. She tended to inflict damage, not heal others. She could go to visit those she had met since she had moved to Hammel, but she wasn’t sure if she knew anyone well enough to stop by unannounced.
Yulia pulled her coat on and stepped outside. There were still a few snow flakes falling but they were few and far between. The ground was brown and yellow, matted with damp dead grass. Despite all of that there was a faint earthy smell, one that signalled the very slow coming of spring. She liked it better than Russia, it got warmer here so much sooner than it ever did there.
Yulia sat down on the steps outside of the house, leaning on the handrail on the right. She pulled her pack of cigarettes and a liter out of one of the coat pockets. She didn’t bother putting away the pack, just placing it down next to her instead. She lit up and took a long drag on the cigarette. She breathed out a plume of smoke. She leaned back a little, already deciding that if Ben wasn’t feeling up to cooking tonight that she was definitely ordering out.