Post by Philomena Snow on Dec 22, 2013 17:02:03 GMT -5
There were perks which came with being a lone soul. No matter what mood you were in, people habitually avoided interacting with you, and left you alone. You could ponder your thoughts day and night, and not once be disturbed. You could learn things, specific details about people that you would have otherwise neglected due to lively conversations or pointless socializations.
But... to every action there would be an equal and opposite reaction. In other words, there were pros, but they were all partnered with cons. Being alone was isolating, and if Mina didn't feel bad enough when she actually interacted with others and felt seperate, having to bear the same feeling with no support was... depressing. Being sunken deep into your own mind was fine in small doses, but in Mina's case it was disturbing. Her thoughts could easily turn sour and dark, with no way of distracting herself other than to try and forget about it, which was virtually impossible and very upsetting. And sometimes... there are just some things you pick up about those around you which you just didn't want to know.
She knew of the pros and cons, having to live with them for 6 years and counting made it simple to attain them. And every living breathing second just sunk into her mind how alone she was. So now, as the sun was setting, she had decided to join her only friends as they grew larger: the shadows.
She connected with them through her power and her emotions, she was one with them and they seemed to fundamentally accept her as one of them. Over the years of training, she found out that the only way she could work with the shadows was to treat them like equals. They were almost like ghosts in that sense, they seemed to get angry if she was too forceful or violent. They would locked her out, and enough people had done that to her, so she knew she had to be careful.
Mina was sat on a bench near the frozen lake; the sunset was gorgeous. Her dark companions stretched themselves across the landscape and sat with her. The shadow of her bench was tall and lanky; easier to play with. She bent around the edge of the bench and touched the inky black tentatively. It rippled like water at her touch, although her own shadow stayed perfectly normal. Keeping her finger connected to the shadow, she played with it's shape.
It was a lion.
Now it was five hummingbirds.
And now it was a weird vase-like object.
She let the shadow snap back to it's original shape, she could feel it's tension growing as she played with it... shadows from stone or metal objects were the worst, their shadows were so stubborn. The denser something was, the less agreeable it was.
She sat back up straight and the light continued to fade. This was the only way she felt happy, at home, or at peace. When she needed comfort, she didn't confide in a friend.
The shadows were amiable enough anyway.
But... to every action there would be an equal and opposite reaction. In other words, there were pros, but they were all partnered with cons. Being alone was isolating, and if Mina didn't feel bad enough when she actually interacted with others and felt seperate, having to bear the same feeling with no support was... depressing. Being sunken deep into your own mind was fine in small doses, but in Mina's case it was disturbing. Her thoughts could easily turn sour and dark, with no way of distracting herself other than to try and forget about it, which was virtually impossible and very upsetting. And sometimes... there are just some things you pick up about those around you which you just didn't want to know.
She knew of the pros and cons, having to live with them for 6 years and counting made it simple to attain them. And every living breathing second just sunk into her mind how alone she was. So now, as the sun was setting, she had decided to join her only friends as they grew larger: the shadows.
She connected with them through her power and her emotions, she was one with them and they seemed to fundamentally accept her as one of them. Over the years of training, she found out that the only way she could work with the shadows was to treat them like equals. They were almost like ghosts in that sense, they seemed to get angry if she was too forceful or violent. They would locked her out, and enough people had done that to her, so she knew she had to be careful.
Mina was sat on a bench near the frozen lake; the sunset was gorgeous. Her dark companions stretched themselves across the landscape and sat with her. The shadow of her bench was tall and lanky; easier to play with. She bent around the edge of the bench and touched the inky black tentatively. It rippled like water at her touch, although her own shadow stayed perfectly normal. Keeping her finger connected to the shadow, she played with it's shape.
It was a lion.
Now it was five hummingbirds.
And now it was a weird vase-like object.
She let the shadow snap back to it's original shape, she could feel it's tension growing as she played with it... shadows from stone or metal objects were the worst, their shadows were so stubborn. The denser something was, the less agreeable it was.
She sat back up straight and the light continued to fade. This was the only way she felt happy, at home, or at peace. When she needed comfort, she didn't confide in a friend.
The shadows were amiable enough anyway.