Time Warp: Nope, No Nervousness Here (Hay-lin)
Feb 10, 2014 21:14:02 GMT -5
Post by Alista Sabina Castillo on Feb 10, 2014 21:14:02 GMT -5
Friday, September 18, 2015
"See you tomorrow, then?"
"Yeah, see you." Alista grabbed her bag and pushed the door open into the chilled air. She had only been at her new job for a few weeks, but she already felt a lot better about things being there. She knew that Hay-lin wanted to support her in any way she could, especially in the aftermath of things that had happened recently, and didn't have a problem supporting her financially. She really did appreciate that, but she couldn't shake the nagging feeling that she was leeching off of her partner. In the time that she was unemployed she had taken on most of the housework in part to shake that feeling. Now that she was contributing financially - even though it wasn't strictly necessary, Hay-lin earned enough on her own to support both of them - Alista felt better about that. Yeah, she knew that the best solution was to just work through her feelings since she knew they weren't grounded in reality - Hay-lin had assured her of that countless times - but she could do that while working. She hated that feeling more than anything else.
There was also the little, tiny, not anxiety-inducing-at-all matter of meeting Hay-lin's mom. Today. She really wouldn't have felt good about the meeting if she were unemployed. Fuck, she was a poor college dropout who had been doing survival sex work for the past year or so before she had left, meeting the mom of her partner who had acted in movies and been fucking famous in Korea before moving to Vermont. Alista was already more than a little nervous that Hay-lin's mom wouldn't approve of her daughter's choice in partner, and she really didn't think her mom would approve of a girlfriend who sat around the house all day. Even though she wasn't actually just sitting, she was doing housework, but still... gaah.
Suffice it to say, Alista was a nervous wreck. She plopped heavily into the bench outside of work, rubbing her hands together in the hopes that they would stop shaking. Whether from cold or from stress she didn't really know, but it didn't really matter. Okay, Alista, get it together. Tucking her hands into her pockets, she waited for Hay-lin to arrive, eagerly awaiting the soothing touch of her lover to calm her down when nothing else really could.
"See you tomorrow, then?"
"Yeah, see you." Alista grabbed her bag and pushed the door open into the chilled air. She had only been at her new job for a few weeks, but she already felt a lot better about things being there. She knew that Hay-lin wanted to support her in any way she could, especially in the aftermath of things that had happened recently, and didn't have a problem supporting her financially. She really did appreciate that, but she couldn't shake the nagging feeling that she was leeching off of her partner. In the time that she was unemployed she had taken on most of the housework in part to shake that feeling. Now that she was contributing financially - even though it wasn't strictly necessary, Hay-lin earned enough on her own to support both of them - Alista felt better about that. Yeah, she knew that the best solution was to just work through her feelings since she knew they weren't grounded in reality - Hay-lin had assured her of that countless times - but she could do that while working. She hated that feeling more than anything else.
There was also the little, tiny, not anxiety-inducing-at-all matter of meeting Hay-lin's mom. Today. She really wouldn't have felt good about the meeting if she were unemployed. Fuck, she was a poor college dropout who had been doing survival sex work for the past year or so before she had left, meeting the mom of her partner who had acted in movies and been fucking famous in Korea before moving to Vermont. Alista was already more than a little nervous that Hay-lin's mom wouldn't approve of her daughter's choice in partner, and she really didn't think her mom would approve of a girlfriend who sat around the house all day. Even though she wasn't actually just sitting, she was doing housework, but still... gaah.
Suffice it to say, Alista was a nervous wreck. She plopped heavily into the bench outside of work, rubbing her hands together in the hopes that they would stop shaking. Whether from cold or from stress she didn't really know, but it didn't really matter. Okay, Alista, get it together. Tucking her hands into her pockets, she waited for Hay-lin to arrive, eagerly awaiting the soothing touch of her lover to calm her down when nothing else really could.