Pretending [Milo]
Mar 11, 2014 12:44:43 GMT -5
Post by Georgina Speer on Mar 11, 2014 12:44:43 GMT -5
George walked into the auditorium, two bags in hand. One full of sweets, as always, and one full of cables, CDs and other technological things. She'd done this a few times recently, so she began setting up with confidence. It had been at least a few months since... it. But she didn't understand, she didn't feel the same as she had... before. Of course, she was still all smiles and jokes and mucking around, and sometimes it was genuine, but it was losing that professional gloss. Her will to bother was dwindling.
So she found herself diving into music, like she usually did. She could play guitar and stuff, but the thing that improved the most recently was her singing. She'd been doing it so much recently, as a release. Before, she was concious about who could hear, which in itself was annoying enough. It got to the point where she found - oh look, I don't care anymore! This was probably the only aspect of her life where this was true, and she hated that.
She was ready now, though. Microphone in stand, she used a remote to get the music playing around the room. She used to sing musical songs, ironically enough in relation to the one that she had be practising recently. Now, it was rock music. But it held more force, felt like there was more emotion behind it, so it was... better. Man... the guitar in this song was bloody brilliant. She reached her cue and came in,
This song couldn't relate any better to her current situation. She put her heart and soul into an unseen performance, head banging, and acting out, and doing it like there was a crowd watching her every moment.
So she found herself diving into music, like she usually did. She could play guitar and stuff, but the thing that improved the most recently was her singing. She'd been doing it so much recently, as a release. Before, she was concious about who could hear, which in itself was annoying enough. It got to the point where she found - oh look, I don't care anymore! This was probably the only aspect of her life where this was true, and she hated that.
She was ready now, though. Microphone in stand, she used a remote to get the music playing around the room. She used to sing musical songs, ironically enough in relation to the one that she had be practising recently. Now, it was rock music. But it held more force, felt like there was more emotion behind it, so it was... better. Man... the guitar in this song was bloody brilliant. She reached her cue and came in,
My life is a musical
I know how to put on a pretty pathetic show
I hide backstage
Keep the curtains closed
'Cause I'm scared, I'm scared
I'm getting pretty good at feeding them the lines they like
But I don't recognize the girl that I face each night
I can compromise till I'm convinced
It's right
I know how to put on a pretty pathetic show
I hide backstage
Keep the curtains closed
'Cause I'm scared, I'm scared
I'm getting pretty good at feeding them the lines they like
But I don't recognize the girl that I face each night
I can compromise till I'm convinced
It's right
This song couldn't relate any better to her current situation. She put her heart and soul into an unseen performance, head banging, and acting out, and doing it like there was a crowd watching her every moment.
What happened to the girl who could overlook the world?
She never gave a second thought to what the other people thought
What happened to the dream of rejecting the routine?
'Cause they never worked for me
I'm gonna burn this theater down and pray to God for the strength to help me face the crowd
I wanna live like I lost the script and scream every line
Like "this is it!"
She never gave a second thought to what the other people thought
What happened to the dream of rejecting the routine?
'Cause they never worked for me
I'm gonna burn this theater down and pray to God for the strength to help me face the crowd
I wanna live like I lost the script and scream every line
Like "this is it!"