Rue Janggok
Jul 28, 2014 3:58:33 GMT -5
Post by Deleted on Jul 28, 2014 3:58:33 GMT -5
The easy S T U F F . . .Name: Rue Janggok
Nickname: None yet
Age: 21
Member Group: College Student (UVM)
Power(s): Animal Aura Reading
Rue has the ability to see people's auras in the shape of a wraith-like colored animal that represents that person. For example, someone who is a very wise person at their core might have an owl, or someone playful might have a dolphin.
A person's animal aspect of their aura does not change, unless the person goes through a very drastic personality shift; the color, however, can. It is more dependent on how the person is feeling at the moment in time. Here is a general list of expected colors and the matched traits:
Red: Anger, Passion, Fear, Sexuality
Orange: Self-Control, Ambition, Courage
Yellow: Optimistic, Friendly, Indecisive, Intellectual
Green: Peaceful, Healing, Compassion, Jealous
Blue: Spiritual, Creative, Sensitive, Moody
Indigo: Highly Intuitive, Seeking
Violet: Highly Spiritual, Wisdom
Pink: Love, Sincerity
Grey: Depression, Sadness, Low Energy, Skepticism
Brown: Greed, Self-Involvement
Black: Lacking energy, Illness, Death
White: Perfect Balance
He doesn't see everyone's auras all the time, only when he chooses to let his power flow. Side effects include headaches, nausea, light-headedness, and dizzy spells.
Rue's animal is a kermode bear.
Play By: Choi Seung-hyunLet it F L O W . . .Red - - - Anger, Passion, Fear
I’m not an angry person by nature. Well… Not anymore. I used to be, before I manifested and before I grew up and learned that anger doesn’t really get anyone anywhere. . I may still have the occasional flare-up when I am particularly frustrated and out of my comfort zone, but… Not often.
Passionate? Well, I am that. Especially when it comes to learning about people, about cultures. Or any of my hobbies – playing piano, painting, volunteering. I’d say if my aura is ever red, it is likely the result of me doing something I’m passionate about, rather than something related to anger or fear.
Because I am, typically, not a fearful person either. I have fears, just like everyone else, but I’ve learned to control how I respond to them. Spiders used to make me run screaming; now I just leave them alone. I am frightened of being alone in the dark, but I’m no longer as superstitious as I used to be. There are other examples – public speaking, for instance, although you would never know it, because I’ve forced myself to get used to speaking in front of people.
Overall, red is not my usual color.
-----------------March 11th, 2006: ManifestationI was full of fearWhen colors began to dance
My thirteenth birthday
The strangers came fast
And took me away from home
I was still afraid
Over the long years
The animals still followed
But I am fine now
Orange - - - Courage, Ambition
Courage. We’d all like to think we’re courageous, wouldn’t we? I think I can accurately say that I am, to some extent, a brave person. I’m not afraid to face my fears, most of the time, except when I am feeling particularly vulnerable or sensitive. Everyone, I think, has moments of bravery, and moments of weakness. It depends on the day, the time, the setting, the mood. Courage is personal to the individual.
My parents instilled in me a sense of ambition ever since I was young. Going to college wasn’t an option, but a necessity; what I decided to major in, they left a little more open, but I’ve always felt they wanted me to get into the sciences. I’m studying both biology and sociology now, and my ambitious nature has helped get me through some long nights and incredibly difficult tests. But, just like anyone else, I can be lazy too. I don’t have a job, although I do volunteer work. More on that later, but….
Orange is not my favorite color either.
---------------------June 16th, 2011: Graduation
The years went quickly
I am moving on in life
My dreams await me
I leave behind pain
Anger, sadness, joy, and love
I must go on now
I have ambition
To take hold of my future
I can't look back now
Yellow - - - Optimistic, Friendly, Intellectual
I wouldn’t say I’m an optimist, but I’m not a pessimist either. I guess that sounds like a dumb answer, but well, it’s true. I’m not a glass half-empty or half-full thinker; I just know that there is water in the glass and that’s all that matters. Like courage, it just depends on the situation. If something good seems likely to happen, I accept it; if something bad is more likely to happen, then I don’t fight it. I just go with the flow.
I can be friendly. I might not be the most approachable person, since I tend to stay quiet and keep to myself unless approached, but I’m not rude, or unreasonable. I have a good number of friends in college, and have made some younger ones through my volunteering at Hammel as well. Anyone who I consider a friend will know that I am loyal, and a good listener. That is often what they say I am best at doing – listening.
I am intelligent. I’m not saying that to boast, or put myself above others, it is simply the truth. I have always done well in school, both through natural talent and hard work. I enjoy reading non-fiction to relax, and try to keep up with current news in order to stay on top of things. I’m not necessarily quick-thinking, but give me enough time, and I can solve most problems.
I enjoy yellow, and bear it often, but it is not actually my best.
--------------March 18th, 2006: First Hammel Friend
I was uncertain
I would find friends at this school
But I was quite wrong
I was shy at first
He was nice and gave me his
Last stick of mint gum
I never liked mint
But then I found on that day
The taste of friendship
Green - - - Peaceful, Healing
Mmm… Green. I’ve always loved the color green. It reminds me of warm days laying in a soft patch of grass, the rustle of the wind through the trees, the taste of herbal tea… Peaceful things. Throughout my young life, I struggled with being at peace with myself and the world around me. I was angry at things I couldn’t control, and constantly tried to figure out who I was. I think I've gradually become more accepting of who and where I am. I meditate sometimes, when I am struggling with keeping my internal peace. But I very rarely lose my temper anymore. Sadness is another issue, but more on that later...
I’ve read books about using plants and herbs to heal people, along with meditative practices and simply talking and supporting those who are ill, whether physically or mentally. I’ve come to be known as someone knowledgeable about the field of healing, despite my lack of professional training. I wouldn’t ever say I could replace a doctor when one is very sick, but when it comes to simple remedies or something similar, I can be helpful.
I like green very much. It is, I think I can say, one of my most common aura colors.
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Late 2009 - Mid-2011: Taking Care of Phoenix
He was a sick boy
So scared of his new power
And of his new home
I took care of him
I helped with his addictions
To his drugs and past
He slowly grew healthy
At least more than he had been
I was his healer
Blue - - - Creative, Sensitive, Moody
Unfortunately, creativity is something I sort of lack. I do enjoy painting, but I usually am only able to pain objects or landscapes that are right in front of me; I’m very bad at coming up with such ideas in my head. I’ve tried various other crafts, but haven’t done well at any of them. When it comes to solving problems or working on projects, I typically go the logical route rather than the creative one.
I am sensitive to people’s feelings, definitely. I try to sympathize with my friends as much as I can, which is why I think they often come to me when they have problems. I try to stay nonjudgmental about those with issues that are different from my own, and accept that others have different beliefs and ways of life. It’s not always easy, especially if someone hits one of my triggers – such as culture degradation, homophobia, or classism – but I do my best. That is not to say I can’t be selfish sometimes too, however… I’m not an angel. Far from it.
I can be moody. Incredibly so. Sulking is, I’m afraid, not something I am adverse to doing; when something doesn’t go the way I planned, or changes happen that I didn’t expect, you can tell. I get quieter, my expression goes sour, and any questions that are directed towards me will get short, sharp answers. Most people that know me tend to avoid me when I get like this.
Blue is a common color for me; perhaps not as much as green, but almost.
---------------December 21st, 2012: Helping a Friend
Breaking up is hard
And when a friend goes through it
You can sympathize
I was sensitive
To the trouble of my friend
I know what it's like
I talked to him
Told him I know how it feels
To lose one you love
Indigo - - - Highly Intuitive, Seeker
I’ve never really had good instincts, I’m afraid. I don’t trust my gut anymore, because whenever I do, it seems to get me into trouble. So my intuition, unfortunately, is not that great.
I’ve always been a seeker, though. That may be why I so often got into scrapes when I was younger. The cosmos, especially, fascinates me; how we got here, what our purpose is. I guess, more literally, I enjoy ‘seeking’ in the natural world, such as going on hikes, and geocaching. It’s just nice to get away from the hustle and bustle of the working world and just get away to breathe sometimes.
So the latter reason, really, is the only time my aura is indigo.
Violet - - - Highly Spiritual, Wisdom
Despite my ‘seeker’ attitude, I am, in fact, not spiritual. In fact, I consider myself an atheist. I used to wonder if there was a greater being watching over all of us, but after seeing the hardships that incredibly kind, wonderful people are forced to go through, and hearing about all the innocent people in third world countries that are suffering… It was just hard for me to believe than a loving god could allow that to happen. Perhaps there is a cruel god that likes to laugh at our misery, but… For the present, I chose to believe in the physical world only.
I don’t know if I would consider myself wise. I guess some people might, since I try to offer help and suggestions when I can, but compared to very wise people, I’m afraid I fall short. Intelligence and wisdom aren’t one in the same, so while I admit that I am the former, I’m still working on the latter.
Violet is a rare color for me.
--------------January 4th, 2010: The Soup Kitchen
Volunteering is
Rewarding but heartbreaking
In so many ways
The hungry faces
The children in dirty clothes
Are so hard to watch
How could any god
Let his people starve like this
I will never know
Pink - - - Love
Love is…. Hard. I’ve had my heart broken, and broken hearts myself. I always feel like I change when I think I’m in love – I become more selfless, stop taking care of myself as much, and tend to put the other person before myself. I sort of lose track of where I’m going in life. I guess in these ways, love is sort of… Bad for me. And yet it’s hard for me to avoid. It’s like a drug that I desperately want but know that I shouldn’t have. I think I’ve only been…. Truly, deeply in love once or twice. The other times, I looked back and saw that there wasn’t as much there as I kidded myself into believing.
I haven’t had a pink aura in probably over two years. Not since Phoenix.
------------------November 16th, 2010: The First Anniversary
This is what love is
Putting him before yourself
And feeling happy
Every gentle touch
Sends butterflies through my chest
It has been a year
I don't want to stop
Feeling like this every day
He is my Phoenix
Grey - - - Depression, Sadness
I… Suffer from depression. It’s not always there, but it’s usually lurking just under the surface, threatening to break through and snap my head into a haze. I can never tell what might trigger it; sometimes it’s one big event, other times it’s several little things, all adding up together until I don’t want to leave my bed. Most people don’t even know, though – I tend to hide it fairly well, since I’ve been dealing with it for so long.
General sadness is sort of the same situation. When I’m sad, I don’t like to show it, although those closest to me know the signs. I think it stems mostly from loneliness. Even in a crowded room, I often feel like I’m the only one there. I live alone at the present, too, which seems like it wouldn’t help, but I usually prefer solitude anyway. It’s when I’m around people that I feel the most alone.
Grey is a color that is more predominant in my life than I would like. Not as bad as it used to be, but still there.
--------------May 14th, 2011: The Break-Up
This doesn't feel right
I don't know what else to do
So I can move on
I have lost my way
While I was in love with him
I have to leave now
His tears are like thorns
I don't know how to tell him
So I will just go
Brown - - - Greed
I don’t think I’m greedy. I don’t have a particular interest in material goods, so I don’t really try to get more of something than I deserve in that respect. I guess I could be considered greedy in terms of thirst for knowledge; I’m sure I’ve had more than a few professors grow tired of my endless questions during their office hours. Some of them have enjoyed my inquisitive nature. But in that respect… Yes, I think I often ask for more information than someone may expect to give.
Maybe I am more brown than I would like to admit.
Black - - - Illness
Black is a difficult aura to discuss in terms of what I’m like because it is a state of being rather than a fluid emotion. I guess I could say that I seem to have a healthy immune system in that I don’t get sick too often; perhaps it is from all the tea that I drink. I’ve dealt with illnesses in my family – my younger brother, Rafi, has pretty severe asthma, and almost died of pneumonia once. It was a very frightening ordeal. I still worry about him, back home in Anaheim, but I think he's doing alright...
Black only occurs when I am sick, so there’s no real way to estimate how often my aura is that color.
White - - - Perfect Balance
I’ve only very rarely seen white in anyone’s aura, and nearly all of the few that I’ve seen were older people who seemed very content with their lives. I’ve never seen it in myself, though that is what I aspire to experience someday. It takes an immense feeling of self-awareness and contentment to feel such a state of balance; I am still a long ways off.
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