Post by Peyton Turner on Oct 8, 2013 18:46:55 GMT -5
Peyton disliked libraries. He really did. They made him think of homework and assigned reading and - worst of all - no talking. But he had to.
Last year he'd learned a lot about himself, how he learned, what his problems were, and he'd been neglecting those things for the past month and change. And now things were starting to pile up, and it wasn't just stuff that he could do in class, or before or after class. It was legit homework that couldn't be half-assed any longer. He was starting to worry about it.
Why the library? Well, that was one of Peyton's many learning quirks. He couldn't focus in his room, there were too many distractions. Yes, he could do homework there, but it usually came out off topic or only partly finished. He'd learned that he needed a place that screamed academics for him to work on academics. Which was why he was at the library.
He had his hoodie pulled up, crouched over the table on his elbows, face in shadow as he tapped his pencil nervously against his book bag (which was up on the table in the hopes of blocking anyone's view). He really didn't want to run into anyone here. He didn't want anyone to see just how long this would take him, how hard it was for him to sit still, how much work he had piled up for himself with the promise of partial late credit. It was embarrassing. He wasn't stupid. He just learned - and worked - differently.
His leg was jiggling continuously, with just the slightest of movements, so fast that it was almost vibrating, as he stared at the question in front of him. Wait, okay, he'd already forgotten what it was asking - he read it again. And again. But what was he suppose to write? Could he just list some facts? Ugh, this was frustrating.
He jotted down a list of words that vaguely answered the question, and shut that textbook. He couldn't deal with that now. Let's return to something that made more sense: math.
Math was Peyton's savior. Numbers made sense. There was only one way to answer, it was clear how to do it, and you could check your work. None of these dates and decisions and reasons why. Why? Because math. It was just such a satisfying reason. He was even a year ahead in math, which was saying something, since he was a year behind in history and science, thanks to his 'year of learning' (as he not-so-fondly called it) and the differences of curriculum from state to state.
He pulled out his TI-83 and started jotting down his calculations, pushing keys, jotting some more, writing a few lines out by hand as he worked through the problem... it was almost relaxing. Okay, maybe not relaxing, but... meditative. It kept his mind busy but didn't mix any words in with his thoughts. Just numbers. Straightforward numbers.
Last year he'd learned a lot about himself, how he learned, what his problems were, and he'd been neglecting those things for the past month and change. And now things were starting to pile up, and it wasn't just stuff that he could do in class, or before or after class. It was legit homework that couldn't be half-assed any longer. He was starting to worry about it.
Why the library? Well, that was one of Peyton's many learning quirks. He couldn't focus in his room, there were too many distractions. Yes, he could do homework there, but it usually came out off topic or only partly finished. He'd learned that he needed a place that screamed academics for him to work on academics. Which was why he was at the library.
He had his hoodie pulled up, crouched over the table on his elbows, face in shadow as he tapped his pencil nervously against his book bag (which was up on the table in the hopes of blocking anyone's view). He really didn't want to run into anyone here. He didn't want anyone to see just how long this would take him, how hard it was for him to sit still, how much work he had piled up for himself with the promise of partial late credit. It was embarrassing. He wasn't stupid. He just learned - and worked - differently.
His leg was jiggling continuously, with just the slightest of movements, so fast that it was almost vibrating, as he stared at the question in front of him. Wait, okay, he'd already forgotten what it was asking - he read it again. And again. But what was he suppose to write? Could he just list some facts? Ugh, this was frustrating.
He jotted down a list of words that vaguely answered the question, and shut that textbook. He couldn't deal with that now. Let's return to something that made more sense: math.
Math was Peyton's savior. Numbers made sense. There was only one way to answer, it was clear how to do it, and you could check your work. None of these dates and decisions and reasons why. Why? Because math. It was just such a satisfying reason. He was even a year ahead in math, which was saying something, since he was a year behind in history and science, thanks to his 'year of learning' (as he not-so-fondly called it) and the differences of curriculum from state to state.
He pulled out his TI-83 and started jotting down his calculations, pushing keys, jotting some more, writing a few lines out by hand as he worked through the problem... it was almost relaxing. Okay, maybe not relaxing, but... meditative. It kept his mind busy but didn't mix any words in with his thoughts. Just numbers. Straightforward numbers.