good girl goes BAD (open)
Aug 28, 2014 23:32:13 GMT -5
Post by Axelle Flint on Aug 28, 2014 23:32:13 GMT -5
She was descending into delinquency (her words, no one else's). Axelle also had to deal with another round of her papa's "Talk" about boys and sex and she was starting to think she was going to have the entire thing memorized soon. All because of Benji, well not really all his fault, it had been a rather strange chain of events that had led her to pushing this ridiculously ancient grass cutter across the soccer field in the dying heat of summer. It had started with them making out in the courtyard earlier that summer and now here she was...mowing grass. Because she'd thrown him into the lake when she found out that he pretty much supported the false account that they had somehow managed to have physical relations in the courtyard. Someone had seen her toss his scrawny butt into the water and ran off to tell a teacher. She'd been given detention and her papa had been informed and then she had to explain why she'd tossed Benji into the lake and that meant finally telling the truth about her make out session with him.
Which had prompted a scolding from her father in addition to the "Talk" and a few condoms to keep in her purse. The last part was new and she'd been so embarrassed she'd started crying. Her papa freaking out and apologizing afterwards had done little to quell the fact that her father had given her condoms...that were apparently not expired. Which meant that unless he was hiding a girlfriend (or boyfriend...or both??) from her he had gone out specifically to buy them in anticipation that she would be sexually active at some point. She was dying of embarrassment.
Dying.
So here she was on this disgustingly muggy afternoon after school, pushing the grass cutter across the field, trying to get done quickly but also well since if she messed up she'd have to go over it again and she really didn't want that. She'd cut the grass, check in with the teacher and go home to dwell on how her life was spiraling out of control. What if this lead to a drug dependency?! Once you did something bad you never really stopped right?? SHE WAS GOING TO ~
Hold up there cowgirl….freaking out again, focus on the grass, angst over your future later.
Which had prompted a scolding from her father in addition to the "Talk" and a few condoms to keep in her purse. The last part was new and she'd been so embarrassed she'd started crying. Her papa freaking out and apologizing afterwards had done little to quell the fact that her father had given her condoms...that were apparently not expired. Which meant that unless he was hiding a girlfriend (or boyfriend...or both??) from her he had gone out specifically to buy them in anticipation that she would be sexually active at some point. She was dying of embarrassment.
Dying.
So here she was on this disgustingly muggy afternoon after school, pushing the grass cutter across the field, trying to get done quickly but also well since if she messed up she'd have to go over it again and she really didn't want that. She'd cut the grass, check in with the teacher and go home to dwell on how her life was spiraling out of control. What if this lead to a drug dependency?! Once you did something bad you never really stopped right?? SHE WAS GOING TO ~
Hold up there cowgirl….freaking out again, focus on the grass, angst over your future later.