Insomnia (Antosha)
Jan 31, 2011 23:33:50 GMT -5
Post by jinkyung on Jan 31, 2011 23:33:50 GMT -5
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Blink. Blink...blink. His eyes were dry, and now overwatering because of extreme amounts of exhaustion, and an overwhelming lack of sleep. His body was starved of this needed comatose, and he was suffering not only in academics but basic processes as well. It was harder for him to give a damn about anyone, his eating routine was off, and he was becoming increasingly anxious and hot-headed. One little thing someone teased him about could end up with anything from a threat to a punch in the jaw. It was ridiculous, and he wished he could control, but it seemed to be eating away at him, with no way out. All he could do was wonder around aimlessly at the wee hours of night, trying to keep himself cool.
He wondered around, feeling the walls, trying to memorize their texture in relation to where they were located within the halls, and finally, his hands reached a cool door knob, with a window to the inside of the corresponding room. It was the Student Center, the only room with a meaningless window to peer in on other peers. Regardless, there were obviously no other students there at this time of night, so JJ treated himself to privacy and quiet for once in the student center.
He felt around, guiding himself through the room without the use of a light; it seemed like migraines were likely to occur if he were to use too much light. He felt the round and plush arm of a loveseat, and took advantage of the large pillowy thing, flinging his body down on it. Maybe he couldn't sleep because his bed was so uncomfortable. Maybe Father could send in a custom made mattress so he could actually sleep..something, anything to help him actually sleep. (Perhaps hard core sleeping pills would actually be a bit more beneficial.) He laid on his side, fetus position. Granted, he wasn't in the most comfortable clothing to sleep in, but perhaps the couch would make up for it. This was his ultimate experiment to see if he could get sleep, any sleep at all would be nice, even a half hour, it would be more than he's had for nearly a week. Any more of this, and he might have to end up going to the psych to get some legal pills. Just breathe in....and out. In....and out..