What's Gonna Kill You is the Second Part (Mike)
Jul 22, 2014 20:40:41 GMT -5
Post by Demetrius Wolfbane on Jul 22, 2014 20:40:41 GMT -5
Trigger Warning(maybe): Mentions of eating disorder.
Demetrius couldn't ever remember being as tired as he was at the current moment. Even when he was so sick he could barely leave the bathroom before wanting to hurl again. He hadn't even felt this tired when he stayed up for three days straight just to see if he could. No. It'd never been this bad before.
Keeping his eyes open was proving too much for the thin meta, so he slowly let them slide shut. This really shouldn't have come as a surprise to the winged boy. After all, he'd barely been able to consume what would be pitiful amount for a normal human, let alone a meta who required even more calories to consume. Not that it wasn't for trying on his part. He did try to eat. But every time... It seemed like the eyes he'd always felt at the hospitals were staring at him again, judging him. So he had stuck to his apples, tried to sneak food into his room without anyone noticing. It was never enough, though.
It still shocked him, that he could have become so weak that he was only climbing a tree before the world went black and he crashed to the ground. It shocked him and embarrassed him all in one fell swoop. Embarrassed because he should have been stronger, should have been able to ignore the heavy lead that seemed to have invaded his veins. He couldn't even be strong enough to be able to properly take care of himself and that probably hurt the most.
Even more than his broken wrist should be hurting.
Demetrius didn't remember anything after he fell. He didn't know who it was that brought him to the hospital - did they just dump him here? - nor did he fully know if maybe they had just called an ambulance. Did he know them? Thinking about it made his head dizzy, filled with questions that would probably never be answered. Maybe they even thought he had tried to kill himself.
Turning his head to look at the IV attached to his uninjured arm, he watched as the liquid dripping from the bag and into his body. His thoughts wandered slowly; wondering when someone would get here to let him out, when he could go home, who they called. Would they have called his parents? Too used to having nurses come in and out for the past few hours, Demetrius didn't even bother turning his head as the door to his room opened.