This complex ain't big enough for the two of us (Rhys)
Apr 20, 2015 23:44:06 GMT -5
Post by Josie Raines on Apr 20, 2015 23:44:06 GMT -5
forward-dated to the weekend, 4/25
When Josie had heard that her neighbor and old school buddy Elijah was throwing a party that weekend, she'd debated whether or not to show up. On the one hand, she hadn't seen him in a while, and it was always nice seeing friendly face and unwinding with other humans instead of lone for once. On the other hand, who else would be there? Other neighbors? Friends Elijah had made after graduation? Maybe nobody she knew... but that didn't actually matter.
It was Elijah's brother that was sticking in her craw now. To call their start a bumpy one would be an understatement - the guy was a lech and a douchebag. She was convinced. Even his daring rescue of Princess had been easy enough to write off; she'd already been out of the road when he'd corralled her with cheetos, right? Or it was easy enough for Josie to convince herself of that, given that she hadn't witnessed the whole scene herself. But doting on Princess went a long way to winning her over and frankly she did not want to be won over.
But god, she was so tired of drinking alone.
Last August, when she'd finally worked up the nerve - or was it desperation? - to go home with someone, it had been a fucking nightmare. One knife flung at your face is all it takes; suddenly the appeal of going out, alone, losing herself in a noisy, faceless crowd had lost its appeal. It wasn't like she'd never been hurt before, not that Josie was one to brag about any of the fights that she'd lost. But she thought she'd known danger, and then danger had chased her back inside.
Who did she hate more, Casey for doing it, or herself for letting it happen?
When word had reached her about Elijah's party, it hadn't been a question of "busy or not?" It hadn't been a question of "will it be fun or not?" or "do I even feel like going?" Yeah, she wanted to hang out with Elijah again. No, she didn't feel like facing his brother after he'd pulled Princess from the street. But in the end, it came down to this: could she stand herself if she hid in her apartment for another weekend?
The answer, it turned out, was no, but that didn't mean Josie couldn't bolster herself with a bit of liquid courage before heading up a couple of floors. It wasn't like she would have to drive home, after all. So it was with a wide smile plastered on her face that she finally hammered on Elijah's door, cheap twelve pack in one hand to share. She was going to have fun or die trying.
When Josie had heard that her neighbor and old school buddy Elijah was throwing a party that weekend, she'd debated whether or not to show up. On the one hand, she hadn't seen him in a while, and it was always nice seeing friendly face and unwinding with other humans instead of lone for once. On the other hand, who else would be there? Other neighbors? Friends Elijah had made after graduation? Maybe nobody she knew... but that didn't actually matter.
It was Elijah's brother that was sticking in her craw now. To call their start a bumpy one would be an understatement - the guy was a lech and a douchebag. She was convinced. Even his daring rescue of Princess had been easy enough to write off; she'd already been out of the road when he'd corralled her with cheetos, right? Or it was easy enough for Josie to convince herself of that, given that she hadn't witnessed the whole scene herself. But doting on Princess went a long way to winning her over and frankly she did not want to be won over.
But god, she was so tired of drinking alone.
Last August, when she'd finally worked up the nerve - or was it desperation? - to go home with someone, it had been a fucking nightmare. One knife flung at your face is all it takes; suddenly the appeal of going out, alone, losing herself in a noisy, faceless crowd had lost its appeal. It wasn't like she'd never been hurt before, not that Josie was one to brag about any of the fights that she'd lost. But she thought she'd known danger, and then danger had chased her back inside.
Who did she hate more, Casey for doing it, or herself for letting it happen?
When word had reached her about Elijah's party, it hadn't been a question of "busy or not?" It hadn't been a question of "will it be fun or not?" or "do I even feel like going?" Yeah, she wanted to hang out with Elijah again. No, she didn't feel like facing his brother after he'd pulled Princess from the street. But in the end, it came down to this: could she stand herself if she hid in her apartment for another weekend?
The answer, it turned out, was no, but that didn't mean Josie couldn't bolster herself with a bit of liquid courage before heading up a couple of floors. It wasn't like she would have to drive home, after all. So it was with a wide smile plastered on her face that she finally hammered on Elijah's door, cheap twelve pack in one hand to share. She was going to have fun or die trying.