It's Like You Never Left (Lily.)
Aug 8, 2015 12:03:23 GMT -5
Post by Odion Martins on Aug 8, 2015 12:03:23 GMT -5
There were many reasons for drinking, and Odion knew them all by heart. Tonight was a special night though, where he was especially hating himself and his poor decisions. He had shown Lani that letter what felt like ages ago, and he still hadn't sent the damn thing. Part of him wanted to, he had after all gone through the effort of writing and then rewriting it, getting everything as perfect as he could manage. Lani had warned him that this couldn't be just a letter, that he needed to expect to have some kind of relationship with his family in Ireland after this. Well, it was those words of warning that had made Odion stop himself from sending the letter. He didn't know what familial relationship would be expected of him, and honestly... What if he didn't want one?
Three quarters of the way through his spiced rum, Odion had been pacing from his apartment, to the mailbox in the entrance, and back again for the better part of an hour. The letter was so wrinkled that his family would wonder what kind of postal system they had in America. The redhead sighed, pocketing the letter for the umpteenth time and ran his fingers through his hair. Who knew the post would cause so much grief. It occurred to him that despite how many times he'd been to the mailbox, he hadn't actually checked his own in days. Capping the bottle and leaving it in his apartment, Odion made yet another trip to the mailbox, and rummaged through what had been delivered to either him or Jared. Mostly junkmail, and some more interesting titles for Jared. But there was one item in particular that caught his eye.
It was neither for him nor his roommate, but the name struck a cord that made Odion clench it tightly in his hand. He hadn't seen her in years and yet he felt like he hated her just as much as he had way back then, like it had been yesterday... Or perhaps that was the alcohol talking. And she lived in the same apartment complex as him - how had he not noticed sooner? Granted he wasn't really keeping as close an eye on things as he normally did, still, he should've noticed. It had her name on it, and his address, same apartment number, different floor. Sometimes he wondered if fate simply enjoyed tormenting him, or if he had deserved it in some way.
With his (or not his) mail in hand, he ventured to the next floor, doing his best to stay as upright as possible while the world around him seemed to bend and sway. It put a goofy smile on his face and had he not had something with her actual name right on the front of it, he would've forgotten exactly what he was doing, which he wasn't sure exactly what that would be yet. He had decided that by the time he knocked on her door, he would have it figured out. He wasn't one to keep track of time, and social etiquette was thrown out the window as he knocked vigorously on her door.
"Hey asshole," he started yelling in the hall, slumping against the wall opposite her door, "let me in so I can give you this, and a piece of my mind!" He was waving her mail around like some kind of prize, and he would not be denied. How dare she come back into his life this way.
Three quarters of the way through his spiced rum, Odion had been pacing from his apartment, to the mailbox in the entrance, and back again for the better part of an hour. The letter was so wrinkled that his family would wonder what kind of postal system they had in America. The redhead sighed, pocketing the letter for the umpteenth time and ran his fingers through his hair. Who knew the post would cause so much grief. It occurred to him that despite how many times he'd been to the mailbox, he hadn't actually checked his own in days. Capping the bottle and leaving it in his apartment, Odion made yet another trip to the mailbox, and rummaged through what had been delivered to either him or Jared. Mostly junkmail, and some more interesting titles for Jared. But there was one item in particular that caught his eye.
It was neither for him nor his roommate, but the name struck a cord that made Odion clench it tightly in his hand. He hadn't seen her in years and yet he felt like he hated her just as much as he had way back then, like it had been yesterday... Or perhaps that was the alcohol talking. And she lived in the same apartment complex as him - how had he not noticed sooner? Granted he wasn't really keeping as close an eye on things as he normally did, still, he should've noticed. It had her name on it, and his address, same apartment number, different floor. Sometimes he wondered if fate simply enjoyed tormenting him, or if he had deserved it in some way.
With his (or not his) mail in hand, he ventured to the next floor, doing his best to stay as upright as possible while the world around him seemed to bend and sway. It put a goofy smile on his face and had he not had something with her actual name right on the front of it, he would've forgotten exactly what he was doing, which he wasn't sure exactly what that would be yet. He had decided that by the time he knocked on her door, he would have it figured out. He wasn't one to keep track of time, and social etiquette was thrown out the window as he knocked vigorously on her door.
"Hey asshole," he started yelling in the hall, slumping against the wall opposite her door, "let me in so I can give you this, and a piece of my mind!" He was waving her mail around like some kind of prize, and he would not be denied. How dare she come back into his life this way.